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it's tricky when you feel someone has done something on your behalf
it's slippery when your sense of justice murmers underneath and is asking you
how'm i going to make it right?
you have done good for yourselves sense you left my wet embrace and crawled ashore
every boy is a snake, is a lilly
every pearl is a lynx, is a girl
if you ask yourself patiently, carefully
who is it
that never lets you down?
Your flirt finds me out
Teases the crack in me
Smittens me with hope
As much as I definitely enjoy solitude
I wouldn't mind perhaps
Spending little time with you
Sometimes, sometimes
Uncertainty excites me
Who knows what's going to happen?
Lottery or car crash
Or you'll join a cult
Mon petit vulcan
You're eruptions and disasters
I keep calm
Admiring the lava
I keep calm
Electric shocks?
I love them
With you dozen a day
But after a while I wonder
Where's that love you promised me?
Where is it?
How can you offer me love like that?
My heart's burned
How can you offer me love like that?
I'm exhausted
Leave me alone
I'm using lipstick again
I'll suck my tongue
In remembrance of you
growing up i found it very hard.
everything was wrong and i knew it. little girl. not yet 10. falling because nothing was right. i knew it was just getting worse. falling.
i pushed into her. its how to manage. chi for life, for love, for everything.
its all here for you.
then real things started.
that doesn't hurt. that's fine. im not crying because of that. i cry because of nothing. im fine. i just cry. then again. and i cry more. and he's gone. and im still crying
it continues
cycle
hurt
cling
hurt more
but i stopped i did
i tell you not to repeat but i see it happen.
push.
i hate you for loving me
i hate you for hating me
i hate you for not caring
i hate you because i love you
and that's the truth.
but im in this mood
where everythings is soooo ok that i'm happy
soooo happy that im sad
sooo sad that im perfect
just ok
so ok that i couldn't be better
just ready for everything. just ready.
it's slippery when your sense of justice murmers underneath and is asking you
how'm i going to make it right?
you have done good for yourselves sense you left my wet embrace and crawled ashore
every boy is a snake, is a lilly
every pearl is a lynx, is a girl
if you ask yourself patiently, carefully
who is it
that never lets you down?
Your flirt finds me out
Teases the crack in me
Smittens me with hope
As much as I definitely enjoy solitude
I wouldn't mind perhaps
Spending little time with you
Sometimes, sometimes
Uncertainty excites me
Who knows what's going to happen?
Lottery or car crash
Or you'll join a cult
Mon petit vulcan
You're eruptions and disasters
I keep calm
Admiring the lava
I keep calm
Electric shocks?
I love them
With you dozen a day
But after a while I wonder
Where's that love you promised me?
Where is it?
How can you offer me love like that?
My heart's burned
How can you offer me love like that?
I'm exhausted
Leave me alone
I'm using lipstick again
I'll suck my tongue
In remembrance of you
growing up i found it very hard.
everything was wrong and i knew it. little girl. not yet 10. falling because nothing was right. i knew it was just getting worse. falling.
i pushed into her. its how to manage. chi for life, for love, for everything.
its all here for you.
then real things started.
that doesn't hurt. that's fine. im not crying because of that. i cry because of nothing. im fine. i just cry. then again. and i cry more. and he's gone. and im still crying
it continues
cycle
hurt
cling
hurt more
but i stopped i did
i tell you not to repeat but i see it happen.
push.
i hate you for loving me
i hate you for hating me
i hate you for not caring
i hate you because i love you
and that's the truth.
but im in this mood
where everythings is soooo ok that i'm happy
soooo happy that im sad
sooo sad that im perfect
just ok
so ok that i couldn't be better
just ready for everything. just ready.