Warmth
Warmth
Title: Warmth
Author: projectmimiko
Rating: G
Summary: Jaejoong can’t seem to focus anymore.
Notes: Jaejoong’s POV
Genre: Fluff/ Angst/One shot
Pairing: Yunjae
Warmth…
This… is so hard.
I thought…I thought it’ll blow over quickly. I thought our bond would be stronger than this. I thought we…you and I would be stronger that this. Weren’t-aren’t we? Wasn’t that what you said? All those nights when you’d sneak into my room and cuddle next to me…when you’d entwine your long fingers with mine…your…playful eyes piercing mine in the dark….? Your lips whispering soft words of reassurance and each breath you take telling me that you loved me…filling me with a warmth that I couldn’t get anywhere else…
Since then…
I am a hollow shell.
A sigh slips from my chapped lips as I lean on the railing of the hotel room over looking the city. The coffee cup pressed in my hand provided no warmth…on this cold winter night.
I want to see you.
…to touch you
…to hold you…you…
“Yo, Jae!”
I snap out of my reverie at the voice. I turn to you…your name slipping from my lips-“Yunho.”
You smile at me…your lips move… “I miss you…”
“Yunho…” is all I can muster out.
“No, try Yoochun.” I blinked and you were gone…in your place stood Yoochun staring at me, understanding in his eyes. I blinked a wave of tears away and turned my gaze from him. “Come on Jae, it’s time to go in…”
“Yea, I’ll be coming in a bit…” I say so he can leave, but he stands there still staring at me. “What?” I say impatiently.
“I’m sure…he misses you too…”
My anger dissipates and a warmth I haven’t felt in a year starts to fill me…
“I know…” my whisper echoes on the winds as if carrying my message for me. “I know…”
This… is so hard…
…because I love you…I miss you. A lot.
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A/N: Haven’t written in forever! Wrote this in class with the teacher standing over me lolz! (Random fan moment: I got to get a small glimpse of JYJ in NYC…they are sooo much better looking in real life! And Jae is like a doll…a beautiful doll =3)
Title: Warmth
Author: projectmimiko
Rating: G
Summary: Jaejoong can’t seem to focus anymore.
Notes: Jaejoong’s POV
Genre: Fluff/ Angst/One shot
Pairing: Yunjae
Warmth…
This… is so hard.
I thought…I thought it’ll blow over quickly. I thought our bond would be stronger than this. I thought we…you and I would be stronger that this. Weren’t-aren’t we? Wasn’t that what you said? All those nights when you’d sneak into my room and cuddle next to me…when you’d entwine your long fingers with mine…your…playful eyes piercing mine in the dark….? Your lips whispering soft words of reassurance and each breath you take telling me that you loved me…filling me with a warmth that I couldn’t get anywhere else…
Since then…
I am a hollow shell.
A sigh slips from my chapped lips as I lean on the railing of the hotel room over looking the city. The coffee cup pressed in my hand provided no warmth…on this cold winter night.
I want to see you.
…to touch you
…to hold you…you…
“Yo, Jae!”
I snap out of my reverie at the voice. I turn to you…your name slipping from my lips-“Yunho.”
You smile at me…your lips move… “I miss you…”
“Yunho…” is all I can muster out.
“No, try Yoochun.” I blinked and you were gone…in your place stood Yoochun staring at me, understanding in his eyes. I blinked a wave of tears away and turned my gaze from him. “Come on Jae, it’s time to go in…”
“Yea, I’ll be coming in a bit…” I say so he can leave, but he stands there still staring at me. “What?” I say impatiently.
“I’m sure…he misses you too…”
My anger dissipates and a warmth I haven’t felt in a year starts to fill me…
“I know…” my whisper echoes on the winds as if carrying my message for me. “I know…”
This… is so hard…
…because I love you…I miss you. A lot.
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A/N: Haven’t written in forever! Wrote this in class with the teacher standing over me lolz! (Random fan moment: I got to get a small glimpse of JYJ in NYC…they are sooo much better looking in real life! And Jae is like a doll…a beautiful doll =3)