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[promicide]

People are not nice. People are not really anyones' friends. People have their own agendas and will do anything to make themselves feel better, regardless of how it makes others feel. People are rude, crass, and arrogant. People just don't care. If you think your friends are going to be around forever, think about how many you've gone through

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[slideygrape]

I find this, on the whole, relatively sad. Jobeth, I think that people really are friends with others. Yes, friendships come and go- geographics change, people evolve, but I don't think for a second that the friendships I've had and lost in my lifetime are anything short of enriching or important.

I spend a lot of time doing my own thing, and I do my best to be truthful to the people I care about, and I spend time thinking back on old friendships- Wondering how that person might be and where they are.

I try not to parade around looking for empty sex or empty friendship. I know you have friendships that you value with people that you love, and I'm surprised that you made such generalizations in this entry. I understand that it is livejournal, and it's a public forum, and you are allowed to write whatever you want, but the generalizations made me feel like you think less of me, and maybe you do suddenly?
I certainly hope not.

[promicide]

I don't feel like the world is this terrible place, I just feel as though people aren't honest with their feelings. I know there are things that you think about your "friends" that you don't tell them. The same thing happens with me, though I've gone through great measures lately to make sure that everyone knows exactly where I stand

[anonymous]

This will probably make no sense. But here goes nothing.

Sometimes, I really hate my best friend. Sometimes, I'm jealous of her. But I contantly pick her apart in my head, looking for flaws and reasons I'm better, prettier, smarter, anything-er, than her. Actually, I do this with just about everyone. I need to convince myself I have an edge of everyone, no matter how small or petty it is. I pick people apart so I can find a reason to hate them. I always do this with boyfriends. I compare them to my exes and try to find flaws. Maybe I'm trying to stop myself from even starting to fall in love with them. Maybe I'm just insane. Either way, it's completely unhealthy and I really need to stop. I also need to get over someone who hasn't been a (major) part of my life for quite some time now. There is also someone I need to stop thinking about in more than a platonic way, because I have already gotten myself into way too much trouble with said someone. I need to get a lot of things in order, starting with my relationship with myself. I hate

[promicide]

That makes perfect sense, really.

I hope that you can start loving yourself more. I really do. From the sounds of things, you seem like you have a good head on your shoulders in terms of knowing who are you and what you want/don't want out of life.

And incidentally, I don't think picking at people/noticing flaws/being jealous is a negative thing. I know it's usually perceived as such, but I really think that it's natural. I'm one of the most jealous people I know, but I wouldn't change anything about myself in that department.

<3 I hope things go well for you.

[anonymous]

your poop smells good!

[promicide]

Like roses, baby.