i spent like the whole weekend with mikey, which was nice. friday i went to her house, then we went to her lab partner's house, matt. omg. rich & hot & a twin, plus one older brother? heaven. -hahah- he has a fuckin tennis court...goddd! but him & his 2 brothers are so ridiculously hot. went home, nick came over for a little bit. mikey came over ( Read more... )

There are lots of reasons why we should turn and walk away ( Read more... )

nick came over at like 11, and told me he had a surprise outside for me...so i went outside, and brandon falconi was standing on the walkway. my ex-boyfriend... my only serious relationship ever(8 months) before nick. he also just happens to be nick's best friend. we talked alone for a long time, and it was so...surreal. i remember every detail, ( Read more... )

blindinchicago: i dont know what i think anymore ( Read more... )

wow. i called it an early nite because i am so....hurt. i was chilling with xtina and maria tonite, and they wanted hot guys, so i called nick to ask him to come meet us with some of his friends. he was at some crazy party in shady side, and was just out of his mind fucked up... i have a suspicion he was doing lines again tonite. anyways, we were ( Read more... )

i love him.

straight edge people, or whatever the fuck you wanna call it, can lick my non-existant penis. god. its cool if ur not into drinking, or smoking, or sex, or whatever it is you choose not to do. in fact, bravo, good for you, i admire that in a person. but dont push it onto me. if i wanna get drunk, smoke a bowl, then fuck a random person, i am going ( Read more... )

nick and i are cool again...still in love! -lol- it was stupid, and totally my fault. i guess i was being bitchy, ill grant him that much. anyways. this weekend was actually really fun... friday, i went to eat n park for lisa's bday, and that was major hottness fun. bethel boys are ridiculously hot...i think there is something in their water. we ( Read more... )

ive been grounded, so i snuck on while the rents were out today. SATs were today...they sucked. it was from 7:30 til 1:00. blow me. nick n i are fighting. chris can go die. im chilling with mikey and beckett tonite, so i can relax with weed and itll all go away.

horrible convo with odetta just now. im seriosuly crying, and i dont know what to do. im having a breakdown here ( Read more... )