uugghhhh immm soooo annnnoooyyyeeeedddd with all the drama and everything!!!!! ommmggg!!!!! today was really lame and now im babysitting with heather and omg future reference IM NOT HAVING KIDS!!! we are babysitting two 3 month old babies and cj who is 5 and omg lol..the babies cry and CJ is omg mouthy and omg its crazy...im just not gonna do it i ( Read more... )

wow so i guess i dont want richard back ne more it was just a lil thing..cause im obviously more free this way..last night i hung out with heather lennon and peter and i happned to hook up with a peter a bit (not SEX NO NO NO NO NO or ne thing that has to do with privates in the mouth) i know i shouldnt have but i did and tonight im either gonna go ( Read more... )

ok im offically the dumbest person alive.i hate myself more...i felt alone and sad and wanted to be loved.....and held.......

im at heathers jst getting away from everything..today was a good day for me i smiled a lot and it was just good. i dont know why but i was just ok..i cant say im hapy cause im not. and i fig. out im obsessed with someone i cant have ne more. it sux..i need to get over him. i dont know why i want him i honestly dont..i had em..i broke up with him.. ( Read more... )

yep so things pretty much ARENT looking up for me at this point. imrealy annoyed and frusterated..im sick of it all. im sorry im mean im sorry im sad im sorry im stressed im sorry i want out..im sorry ok. i cant help it. i want out i want everythign to be gone all of these stupid feelings that have took hold of me and wont let me go. i sound like ( Read more... )

**uuuggghh** im really tired..i just got back from talking to ms. eaton and yeah..my stomach is really sore and i feel so tired. i kinda regret coming to school but oh well..my mom said if i came i cant come back home so im here..everyone is just lookin at my funny and its a lil upseting but..there isnt ne thing i can about it.umm yeah i dunno i ( Read more... )

so yeah im in bio and im really bumbed out. im just tired and realy stressed and..just a lot of stuff all conjoined together in a huge knot and its making my stomach wanna just explode. this is the 1st time ive really wanted to just sit in a corner and cry..i feel so sad...i dont want to draw attention to myself by acting all mopy but i cant help ( Read more... )

well..so i guess im just gonna spill my guts and all my feelings right now. IM GONNA EXPLODE for you all right now. ok so..yes richard and i are over no need to say that again..it sounda awful. im super stressed with school..its killin me..i just..i dont know its like im having a break down..again..its like everything is just happening to fast and ( Read more... )

yep so i guess richard and i are over..i took it pretty hard..yeah i know i broke up with em but there was a long story umm we are cool now..just friends..i guess better then nothing..well i g2g work on my research paper..

<3
Jess

im stressin out so bad...umm..call me so maybe we can hang out later..who ever..

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