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man.
ive been wanting to write something. but everytime i get going i erase. and try to start all over again, only to erase again.
but, i guess the typical rant will suffice now.
one) i hate people who want to sit around all day and talk about 'groundbreaking' 'revolutionary' or 'meaning of life' type shit. UGH. in reality, we're all just clueless fucks. talking about shit like that doesnt make any of us think youre more intelligent= its just plain annoying. unless youre one of those types of people too.
two) if you think youre such a trend-setter, save it. there's someone out there doing the same shit you are= you got it from somewhere man. you cant be different and original because of the music you listen to or the clothes you wear. its bullshit. youre trying too hard. and trying too hard to make it look like you didnt try at all. image is nothing, personality is everything. hahah, kinda like that sprite commercial.
three) fronts. why do people always put on fronts. everyone is fake. people are different when certain people are around, they just automatically adapt to their surroundings. why the hell cant you be the same all the time?
four) im so sick of drugs. honestly. i cant say it enough times. everyone in this damn town is tainted. and that line about it "enhancing the way you think" shit is o-s-c-a-r m-a-y-e-r if you catch my drift. if you cant think on your own, you've got some problems. if you cant be happy without stupid shit like that, you've got problems. "i can quit when i want to". yeah thats bullshit too= you heard it here first. fUcK tHaT.
five) everyone in the world is dependent on something. and that sucks. yeah, im dependent on caffiene and cigarettes, and i hate it. with a passion. but i guess it will always be something.
so since ive ranted, and being a libra and all, its time to explore the opposite side of the world, the good. which will be a much shorter list i can assure you.
feel free to stop reading this at any time.
one) i love it how there are just certain people in the world that you can talk about nothing with, but fully enjoy the conversation. just stupid shit. not about why we're on earth, but about this one time they fell asleep with gum in their mouths and it got all over the place. see how dumb that sounds? but its better than someone pretending like they think a certain way, trying to prove points. i love silly convos.
two)its refreshing to see those girls that dont have to open their mouths at every little comment someone makes so they can show how "theyre so different". you can just tell when someone is truely genuine. ive only met a few girls like that, and i love them to pieces. they dont have to go out and buy the latest clothes to prove who they are, and they damn sure dont have to make up a whole new style to stand out. they wear what they really honestly like, and what they are comfortable wearing. i love it.
three) whatever happened to that natural high? for example, when it gets to be later at night and the weather is nice, matt turns on this attitude= carefree and lovin life. he doesnt need artificial shit to make him that way, he just is that way. yeah, it happens more often when the tired stage comes around, but its still there. just happy, cheerful, and totally sober. everyone needs someone like that around them at all times, the world would be such a better place.
and much to my dismay it seems like the list may not continue, as my mind is now blank.
maybe you share the same views as i, maybe you dont. feel free to make any sort of comments. share what you love and what you hate. enlighten me.