ok so yes florida on monday cant wait, what else to say except im a toodler but a toodler who knows the real world so is in turn not a happy person most all the time but is a good actor and knows how to paint a smile...again i dont really know which way is up... all i know is that i dont care that over all im not a happy person cause i know that ( Read more... )

ummm yea so today got nothing done that i planed on, well yea again pussyfooted around things im an idiot whatever... in frederick for the evening at my mothers home, ive reflected on this past year the year of 2003 and well all in all i hate large majorities of it, i hate the mistakes i made, i hate choices i made, i hate that i hurt someone as ( Read more... )

umm yea so happy news years every one mine has started oh so well, two kinda bad days and too much drinking (didnt get sick or anything but yea too much either way i dunno thats all i know nothing is nearly as easy as it could be

yea so i cant sleep, too much on my mind, tomorrow is supposed to be a fun day (new years eve for all you stuck on an island)but instead i have two big things weighing on me two things i need to take care of so yea im not looking forward to either although both will be kinda reliving i guess whatever in the end there is new years eve so all will be ( Read more... )

so yes today was fun i found i dont have a job anymore why?? why?? cause i was late today even though i called to say i was running late whatever i'll most likely get my job back but yea tomorrow is new years eve so that should be fun with jack daniels yup thats it for now

so yea me which way is up? ... uh yea thought so

yes so everything has to all pile on at once oh how fun and joyus this is oh how i enjoy it stress on more levels then i need goddamnit umm yes so in conclusion now im hungry, i have a headache and i need to have some serious shit figured out soon so ppl dont murder me in my sleep

well i just got back from the hourglass demo show, it was nice of jake to be like 30 minutes late but whatever they played their best set that ive seen them play it was really good and in this really cool venue in frederick, the place filled up like 60 kids and most everyone there was really cool so inturn a good time was had

wow.... Maruchan Instant Lunch is good

up in the fredneck area still.. carolyn left for michigan today at 9 in the am, i wont get to talk to her on the phone for like 5 days since she doesnt have roaming on her phone or something of the sort so in turn the only comunication between us will be text messages hooray how good that is....umm i hate my job the only thing good about it is the ( Read more... )