i'm going out to shovel the snow that has piled up on the sidewalk of my heart

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i have an enormous craving for rice pudding.

i HATE rice pudding. on any other day ask me if i want some rice pudding and i would gag instantaneously.

and yet today i woke up craving this putrid concoction like my life depended on it and i was damn ready to fight anyone who would stand in my way. look out shoppers standing idly infront of the rice ( Read more... )

if there is light in the soul

there will be beauty in the person.

~chinese proverb

i will learn to love my curves
i will learn to love my curves
i will learn to love my curves
i will learn to love my curves
i will learn to love my curves
i will learn to love my curves

*sigh*

i hate that i get so freaked out about these things. i mean out of all the gosh darn things in the world worth focusing time and attention on like world hunger, ( Read more... )

And I will be like Mother Mary
with the power in my veins
to believe in all the things 
I have yet to be.

And I will be like Mother Mary 
with a blessing in my soul
and the future of the world
inside of me.

i passed a church today that had this saying on their sign:

The river would have no song
if God removed the rocks.

maybe it was the universe and its infinite wisdom saying that at this time i just need to keep going, not let what others say get to me, live in love, and enjoy the rocks. life is more beautiful that way.

thanks for the sign, god.

and suddenly i feel like i'm living in a slow, sweet country song.

and suddenly i'm in a white sundress

dancing on my tiptoes

in a field of wildflowers .

if only

i could land on the eyelashes of a snowflake

so it could know the joy.

please keep my friend marie in your thoughts. she is having a hysterectomy after a long and painful struggle with endometriosis and ovarian cysts.

thank you!