Windows Beaten By Wind
It would be nice to say I wasn't here because I had many plans, things to do, people to see...
but then, I'd be lying,
&you'd know it weren't me.
I've missed you all so much.
My browser, has, as normal, FUCKED up again.
I feel like a glass eyed doll. I most certainly don't look like one, though. My illness has so kindly granted me a face that has lost its glow. I found myself painfully vomitting my morning away.
Once, I tried to wish upon a star.
It wasn't a real star. It was a light that safely blinded me.
It was my wants.
My desires.
I still always feel so new to this love thing...
I am the driving rain.
I am the night wind.
It is this reason that I so weakly do what I love.
Last night, I told him I missed him, and that I still loved him.
I wanted to embrace him &tell him I never wanted to let go, but, instead I told him I strongly doubted that we could ever be one to the other anymore.
Never more_
...ever more.
My self worth = .97
Are you willing to pay so much for a night?
I <3 Eddie.
The End
xoxo
but then, I'd be lying,
&you'd know it weren't me.
I've missed you all so much.
My browser, has, as normal, FUCKED up again.
I feel like a glass eyed doll. I most certainly don't look like one, though. My illness has so kindly granted me a face that has lost its glow. I found myself painfully vomitting my morning away.
Once, I tried to wish upon a star.
It wasn't a real star. It was a light that safely blinded me.
It was my wants.
My desires.
I still always feel so new to this love thing...
I am the driving rain.
I am the night wind.
It is this reason that I so weakly do what I love.
Last night, I told him I missed him, and that I still loved him.
I wanted to embrace him &tell him I never wanted to let go, but, instead I told him I strongly doubted that we could ever be one to the other anymore.
Never more_
...ever more.
My self worth = .97
Are you willing to pay so much for a night?
I <3 Eddie.
The End
xoxo