Headache on the roof

[pronovelist]

What’s funny is that I’m the one person to verbalize the thing that was on everyone’s mind, and so I’m taking all the hate and bash for simply stating my opinion, feeling and thoughts in my own journal. Ben Silarno was sulking and growling about the exact same thing I was today. He said that everyone was forgetting that seniors weren’t the only one

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[gingerfirefly]

Bekah, you are looking at this completely one sided

[pronovelist]

Meg I wouldn’t take behind your back, even though I realize that my journal is becoming quite the equivalent. I blatantly and coldly ignored all of you guys because I knew that if I tried to talk about it that time, I’d have been such a bitch to you. On the other hand I do try to reach out. No one seems to have the time to do anything after school, and on the weekends. The ironic thing is that I’m working so much more than anyone else I know: I’ve still found the time in my extremely fucked up life, to attempt to get together with you guys. I know everyone has their reasons for what their financial status is. I realize that Kelsey likes her job and can’t get more hours, that you have a different way of going about things, and that others just don’t need to support themselves yet. I’m saying that I tried to tell you guys, but I couldn’t because we were all so busy experiencing different emotions and going about other things. Its no one’s fault- my whole point is that I’m not the only one feeling this way. I may have sucked at how I got

[zephyrkist]

[pronovelist]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA The tramma that I just sufferd will take me centurys to undo....

[zephyrkist]

pretty much

[stitchedolly]

i know what you mean...i tried to find megan all day on friday and i couldnt find her anywhere. im going to miss her so much and now she isnt even going to be near the school. it really makes me sad. its going to be totally weird without them. it was weird on friday when no one was at table 9 all day too. since when is table 9 ever empty?? im really going to miss her. kelsey seemed kinda...i dunno like " leave me alone" ish on friday too. why...i do not know.i dunno but you and ben arent alone on this topic. just thought you should know. <3, gaby

[zephyrkist]

I dunno but I've always found it hard to confuse "holy fuck i'm stressed" to "i don't give a fuck'

[pronovelist]

It's not that hard. What do you think 'anghst' is?

[zephyrkist]