I'm in tears because I know even if I get skinny again (I'm 5'9" and my low weight was 117.3) I'll still have stretch marks, so I'll still be ugly and everyone will still know I used to be fat.
I don't know what your current weight is, but I do know, from your own words, that you do not have an accurate sense of what you look like, at ANY time.
There are creams that will help with reducing the stretch marks. And do you have them NOW? If not, you won't have them then.
I had a bulimic friend when I was in college... also thespian... truly tragic...
Keep communicating. Keep reading. And know that you are NOT ALONE in these experiences, food OR alcohol...
I do have them now. Have for a long time. Its ironic that I didn't appreciate how beautiful I was when I was young & thin. Wish I could have that back.
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Hon, that is TOO FUCKING THIN.
I don't know what your current
weight is, but I do know, from
your own words, that you do not
have an accurate sense of what
you look like, at ANY time.
There are creams that will help
with reducing the stretch marks.
And do you have them NOW? If not,
you won't have them then.
I had a bulimic friend when I was
in college... also thespian...
truly tragic...
Keep communicating. Keep reading.
And know that you are NOT ALONE
in these experiences, food OR
alcohol...
Katarina.
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As I understand it, you are 20 years old.
Trust me, you are still young.
K.
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And you don't say anywhere what you weigh NOW.
Or what your goal weight is.
Or who, in your local area, knows that you are working on this.
Wishing you well,
Katarina.
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