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[propertyofgaara]

this has been the most annoying summer of my life in every way and idk how to convey that without aggrandizing or diminishing how how AWFUL i feel and how OKAY i am. bc i am okay. im SO okay objectively im doing and generally feel FINE but every day i feel like i have GOT to die its been an extremely mild hassle

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[enchanted_jae]

General frustration is just as annoying as having something to focus your ire on. Do you have things you can do to distract yourself and/or cheer yourself?

[propertyofgaara]

kind of but the joy doesn't stick?? its circumstantial mostly hahhaha I have work contract starting at the end of the month so i'm chomping at the bit, as well as just having had the LONGEST summer ever (tl;dr quit my job and ended up in surgery a month to the day LMAO) i have sustained a great deal of psychic damage from The Sorcerers that Wish Me Ill and now i would like to LEAVE and be loopy ELSEWHERE

[propertyofgaara]

i'm truly doing just fine !! i have simply gone stir crazy !! saying i'm wanna die is like locking and unlocking your phone after it freezes. a little reset. for the kids!!