it's all about timing

[propertyofme]

there is a devine timing, i'm now convinced. whether it is god, or just a cosmic balance, everything happens in it's right time

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[threedimensions]

oh dear sunshine whatever is amiss?

mr x,

[propertyofme]

my grandfather passed away this morning.

Re: mr x,

[threedimensions]

oh special K I am sorry to hear it. are you ok?

Re: mr x,

[propertyofme]

i'm ok. it helped to have a lot of family around. it was really hard though. i saw him hours before he passed, and he just wasn't the same person. the whole situation is strange and somewhat strained. my grandma is a hard person to love, and she has 6 children... and none of them really want to step up and help her move on from this situation. she's been staying here at the house for the past 2 weeks with my parents, and... well, we might be the most estrange of all the family members, so it's been tense. Anyway, it's a weird mixture of emotions and feelings, and... this is the first time I've even had someone die. i don't know what to feel. I'm not assuming how i should feel. i'm just trying to work my through all of this. just very weird, mr x. very weird.