I am posting this here, and I may repost it,
but it's been on mymind today.
The first thing I saw this morning is a link

Take the pledge at www.r-word.orgUnder it, it said Spread the Word to End the Word, meaning the "R Word ( Read more... )

When a coworker (myself) is upset because of a decrease in hours,
it's NOT cool to complain about how you had to make yourself cut hours
because you were working too many. I would LOVE that problem.
You have NO CLUE how much it kills me.

January 17 ( Read more... )

I feel like a nobody.
My heart just hurts.

There is nothing that makes me feel like a failure more than spending an entire day with my family....

Dear Self,
I don't know why the heck you try anymore.
Everything you do is wrong.
You are fat, ugly, lonely, and can't seem to get
the depression out of your body or mind.
Your counselors have given up on you.
You are a waste of space and time.
Just get it over with.

I know this is probably sleep deprivation,
but the voices have never been louder.
I feel like there is a screaming match in my head.
I know that in reality, it's my depression,
but it feels like an alter ego.
I volunteer for a bereavement camp for kids,
and I just got home.
It's so strange going from a place where you
feel like you fit (camp)  to a  place ( Read more... )

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I am so tired of going through
the motions and only feeling sadness,
and yet, I'm afraid to feel.
My life is a contradiction.
I want better things,
yet, I'm aftaid of the hurt
that will inevitably come.
I miss the me I was back when I
was with him....
Honestly, I am scared, and I just
don't know where to go from here.