morbid update...

[prosaichalo]

grandpa is back in the hospital with pneumonia. when he has a room full of family there he just stares at the wall or the corner of the ceiling and sometimes mumbles something about calling to grandma and nobody answering. im almost expecting him to pull a johnny cash. there is no fire in his eyes anymore. he is just a husk of a human being and

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[dismalone]

Sometimes I feel like I don't invest anything positive into any of my relationships. I am always working and always hustling. I feel like I need to be around a lot more.

Maybe 2008 should be a year of changes for both of us.

XOXO

[prosaichalo]

well i never saw it that way dan. to me you have always been there despite what has been going on in either one of our lives. and you out of all people, the person whom i havent seen in the longest was there for me when i really needed a shoulder recently. not the person i had been hanging out with on a daily basis and had recently helped him through shit.

actions speak louder than random silly text messages or myspace messages.

maybe i can learn some hustle from you cause im gonna need it, and ill teach you how to take a minute out of the day to focus on yourself and what you want :)

ill cross my fingers for 2008 dude... :)

[dismalone]

This almost sounds like the premise for a 70's pimp movie, hahaha.

[prosaichalo]

bow chicka bow?