i miss christian gordon more than anything else

in

the

entire

world.

and i am very, very sorry.

i love you.  <3

so i'll post a real update when i actually have a good connection--that may be when i get to SVU, but i dunno yet.  i'm using one of the wireless connections i pick up to log on, but the signal comes and goes.

first off, "Pulse" is a waste of life, don't bother.  it's like a bad version of "The Ring" crossed with a bad version of "White Noise".  ( Read more... )

i know y'all want to do this:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=kaddy

aaaand this one:

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=kaddy

please and thank you =)

went to see "Talladega Nights"; funny!  if i could go back, i probably wouldn't spend the money to see it in theaters, but i'd definately want to watch it at some point on DVD or something.  afterward Eevee, David ( Read more... )

mmk guys ( Read more... )

why meningitis vaccinations are lame:

my arm is sore.  =(   not just my arm, either--it goes all the way down to my fingers!  boo.

woo, band camp is over!  haha.  the exhibition was really good.  i'm excited for the SHS band this year!  all the elements are the same as the year we made finals...3 DMs, more than 3 movements, exhibition in the ( Read more... )

so.

christian is finally home.

after 6 weeks of waiting...i finally get my hug.  <3

i thought my face would break from smiling when i saw him 
come around the corner at the airport.

<333333333333333333333333333

i love you.

yeah, so EFY was friggin AWESOME.  yet.  again.  <333  it was so good.  i'll probably post some pics later and stuff...it's just hard to describe unless you've been, so i won't even try.  the CD's not as good as last years...but this song is my favorite:

so much noise
so much peace destroyed
i can barely hear the voice
leading me through the void
so ( Read more... )

so i may have just seriously screwed myself over.  with student loans and financial arrangement and stuff.

holy friggin craaaaap i am so retarded.  >_<  i'm praying that i don't get deregistered for my classes.

deadline is like...today.  and i thought my parents were taking care of it...except that they really WEREN'T.  and it's the weekend, so the ( Read more... )

got a 4 on my AP english test.

about 3 points better than i thought i would do.  =)  heck friggin yeah.

i've been watching movies/playing the Sims like crazy on my laptop.  sometimes the wireless connection is strong enough for me to be online...and sometimes it's not.  so i stay up till all hours playing.  WOO!

SwedishKnightX: by the way
SwedishKnightX: you
SwedishKnightX: mary
SwedishKnightX: and ashley
SwedishKnightX: all have to stand together
SwedishKnightX: so i can be like i hung out with mary kate and ashley.

rofl Jimbo.

um...yeah.  Christian and i have been dating for 3 months today!  it was fine (great, actually, b/c i got a package WOO) until the end ( Read more... )