I feel slightly nauseous and dizzy, I seem to lose my balance when ever I try to get up from this chair.
My, oh so hyper mood has calmed down a bit due to this horrible weakness that’s suddenly taken over my every thought.
I just don’t want to anything anymore, I don’t want to go to school, I don’t want to sleep, I only want to stay here and lay ( Read more... )

I'm so bored... BORED! TAKE ME TO DANCE! PARTY! AND DANCE SOME MORE!

Anyway... All this talk about the seriousness of finals and universities makes me feel anxious. Because i simply dont want to do anything. I want to move to Paris or London or anywhere and just be poor and miserable. But i will not go to any schools after this! NEVER AGAIN!

I'm ( Read more... )

Angst! Opon abi-info----> jatkokoulutus....

Rakastan tätä tuntia, ja vielä kuusi jäljellä... en ees mene tän jälkeen minnekkään.
Rakastan <3

Anstaan pian lisää

M y angst has ended people ( Read more... )

Going insane with the Tokio Dance Night... Good thing that Noora will come to Helsinki on saturday so we can plan our outfits and have the last minute break down. I dont usually fuss about some party that much but all the annoying/ugly/stupid little brats that are allowed in are making me crazy ( Read more... )

My sister sleeps on my mother's bed...

My mother is over the phone, crying...

Tuulia is sleeping on my bed, ocasionally waking up, lookig sick...

There's a naked gay guy sleeping on the floor, his glasses next to him on the floor...

What the fuck happened?

Nukkuminen menee taas hyvin... oon taidokas, heitin äsken mukini seinään... se hajosi.
tuulia voisi jo tulla, en pysty nukkumaan yksin.
(ei sillä että nukkuisin tuulian kanssa XD muistelee iloisesti Hiljan kommentteja)

hahha sekoan, sekoan, sekoan! näkö tökkii ja pahasti

I don’t hate my life that much anymore when I know I can see that certain someone almost everyday now.

I’ve finally spoken to the person who has been in my mind for most of last year and summer, constantly taking away my thoughts. It’s so annoying to know that, that person is so close and yet so far. To know that ‘they’ don’t know me or look at me ( Read more... )

First school day is over, at last ( Read more... )

My hair is fine again, well at least I dont hate it...
It's mainly dark blue and green and straight. No dreads this time because last time didnt end up so well...

My school starts in the morning... Hating this!
I cut my thigh today while shaving (I can not shave! do not give me a razor!) Seriously... this was like the 50th time I cut myself while ( Read more... )