How can people be so empty headed? My encounters with so called "normal" people have reinforced my feeling that the corporations that control this country are finally acheiving their goal of converting people into at best simple consumer sheep and at worst meer(sp) food for the debt machine. Individuality is a fad to most. Simply dressing like you' ( Read more... )

Today over all has been a good day, I goofed off at work for a few hours and went to lunch and some girl TOTALLY checked me out the whole time, even smiled at me. That was pretty nice. But I wish I had some kind of sign over my head saying UNAVALIBLE or something. I had a meeting with michael vargo this morning about being IT in his  company, and I ( Read more... )

i dont know what im doing with anything anymore i feel as if the controller of my life has been totally ripped out of my hands and i should just give up trying to drive this bitch and finally just let it run off the cliff that i know is waiting for me. why struggle? resistance is futile as they say.

i wish i didnt hate blogging so much or i'd do it more. goodness.
danielle comes home the 12th i cant wait.

sigh what the fuck why cant things ever get planned. i hate how this is my bitchy journal. what the fuck.
im gonna go die.

sigh pretty much nothing changes even when things do 'change' its nominal change only. i dont get it. if change is the spice of life my menu is looking like the retirement home. i dont know where to go from here. i feel like im just spinning my tires. whatever.

i havent been on LJ in litterally years but now im back and better than ever!