i can only imagine what your going through. i went through and in most cases i still am going through some crap that happened and the shit that hurts the most is your feelings and emotions stampeding across your heart.
i havent cut in so long...almost 8 months now, but im starting to crave it again...further stampeding my heart and preventing my brain from processing any coherent thoughts...
My GOD break-ups are horrendous. Especially when the long and short of it is that he doesn't feel the same way as he used to. From my own personal experience, you start hating yourself, thinking of how good he is and how awful you must have been and how you don't deserve him. In time you realise that's bollocks. And the entire community can sit here and tell you that cutting is wrong and you shouldn't do it, but the desire not to do so has to come from yourself. I can only wish you luck.
The only advice I can give you is to talk to him. His reasons for doing what he did might seem less heartless when they're fully explained and presented to you. I hope you can feel better soon, hang in there. :)
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i havent cut in so long...almost 8 months now, but im starting to crave it again...further stampeding my heart and preventing my brain from processing any coherent thoughts...
tell him what this is doing to you...
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The only advice I can give you is to talk to him. His reasons for doing what he did might seem less heartless when they're fully explained and presented to you. I hope you can feel better soon, hang in there. :)
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