I would like to apologize.

[protovoltaic]

I am strong enough now to remember what I have done, and am learning to live with my shame and loathing. It is hard for me and difficult for those closest, who witness my fear yet have no context behind it. I could say the words (and I have), but I have trouble conveying the full memories. Things in my life have begun to trigger my darknesses and I

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[geminibalance]

I am sorry but this a necessary transition; as long as I despise entire aspects of myself, I find it hard to be the person I need to be. My love is conditional, my forgiveness is finite, and my desires are poisoned.

Well put. I've been there. Peace to you on your journey and happiness to you on the other side.