i hope you're happy in the end ( Read more... )

IM HOME!!!!!!! finally ( Read more... )

im really starting to get tired of this constant rollercoaster of ( Read more... )

you would think that talking things out would make a situation better, right? that even though voices are raised and harsh tones rise and fall upon the air, that in the end, the arguing and bitterness helps to ease the overall pain that has inflicted itself upon you? thats what i thought too. but no. in the end, the bitterness stays. and even an ( Read more... )

omg spring break has been so awesome so far!! my parents have been surprisingly lenient lately. and im enjoying the heck out if it! but i really just have 3 more days of true spring break. today, tomorrow, and some of wednesday. then its NEW YORK!!!! and as excited as i am to go there, i do not like that im gonna have to wake up at like 3 in the ( Read more... )

yeah, yesterday was... interesting. a definite rollercoaster. the day was normal up until school let out. then came the panic attack type thing. then confusion. then just plain tiredness. then more confusion. then finally, a little bit of clarity. just a bit. not enough to satisfy all my questions though... im not making sense to many people, i ( Read more... )

hmm, if you're really bored and wanna see how retarted you and your friends are... tape a movie night ;)

so... being sick sucks... yeah... for the 4th day in a row, im sick. for the 3rd day in a row, i have checked out of school. for the 3rd day in a row, i have missed grease. mrs ducote is gonne hate me if i miss any more rehearsals. she probably doesnt like me much right now. so, im stuck at home, wondering how much make up work im gonna have to do ( Read more... )

IM 16!!!!! :-)

okay... so, its my day off from school, but where am i gonna be all afternoon? freaking grease practice. grr. although, i guess i shouldnt complain too much, i skipped yesterday. i feel really bad for it, but i was gonna have a mental and physical breakdown if i didnt go home and sleep some. i home ducote isnt mad at me. i just could not go to ( Read more... )