Comments | proxima1: Memes are good.

proxima1

Memes are good.

May 13, 2004 19:27

Post one thing, anonymously that you want to VENT about. It can be about something at work, family related, boyfriend/girlfriend, family, neighbors, school, life, romance, books, the mall, the weather...you get the idea. Anything. With a little VENTing the world can be a better place...oh there is one condition, if you use names---please "change" ( Read more... )

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anonymous May 14 2004, 02:31:28 UTC

I WANT PEACE DAMNIT. AND TO BE BETTER. AND NOT TO BE ALONE.

WHY THE FUCK? FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Hey that was fun. Thanks.

proxima1 May 14 2004, 05:37:01 UTC

I know that feeling... I wish I could help more. *hugs*

anonymous May 14 2004, 02:42:39 UTC

I hate being alone i hate hate hate it.
all of my friends find someone, or have someone, someone that they can hold onto and hold hands with. But I have never kissed a person before, let alone hold hands and have a romantic relationship with anyone. and ....this vent-post isn't working, really, because i'm not bein' moody enough n.n;;;;
forgive forgive~

proxima1 May 14 2004, 05:39:54 UTC

That's exactly how I feel, but I think it's just a phase or something. *hugs* We'll find people eventually! :)

fucking bitch anonymous May 14 2004, 02:56:15 UTC

Oh that is so many people. First of all, the one who stole one of my best friends. HOW DARE SHE??? And all it will come to is badness. Secondly the one who is a fucking idiot. Yeah I know I have good reasons for hating people. She's so insulting and arrogant. Thirdly, the one who is just plain bitchy. She doesn't appreciate anything she has, she's so fucking pessemistic, and she is so fucking full of her goddamn self!!! ARGH!!! And then there's he who is confusing me. Just fucking tellme what you want. I'm NOT psychic.
okay. done.
Mel, I know you'll guess who this is and who all the people I ranted about are. Thank you for always always listening to me. What would I do if I didn't have you to bitch to?

Re: fucking bitch proxima1 May 14 2004, 05:44:37 UTC

Hehe, yes I do know who this is. :P What would I do if I couldn't bitch to you? This is a good friendship, hehehe. Feel free to rant anytime if you're still mad. :)

this may be long. anonymous May 14 2004, 02:57:54 UTC

I'm afraid to trust people. My parents are riding my ass about every fucking thing, I'm not even allowed to stay after school, use the phone, e-mail (im sneaking on), see my dad, etc. My friends hate me but stay with me anyways. Everyone I know is dying or drinking and I can't fucking cry. I ask them to hit me but they won't...even when they tell me they hate me. I wish someone would just beat the shit out of me. I am a cross between loving to make my friends and everyone around me happy and a sick masochism. I miss the feeling of razors and vodka. I feel empty, I dont' allow myself to think anymore. I have so many shields I can't even let those closest to me know...which is why they hate me. They say they are in love with the shields i put up...I'm too fucking afraid to show anything else. I've even shielded away my inner voices and thoughts...there is nothing there...truly nothing. I can meditate because my thoughts never race. they just aren't. Last time I ate was breakfast yesterday but I don't want to make dinner because that ( ... )

Re: this may be long. proxima1 May 14 2004, 05:50:44 UTC

I think I know who this is and let me say that I don't hate you at all. You are awesome and really deserve so much better than this. I wish I could do something more to help and if you ever want or need to talk, I'm always willing to listen and give hugs.

anonymous May 14 2004, 03:28:47 UTC

im sick of being in love and not having it returned.

im sick of not being normal, whatever the fuck that is.

im sick of feeling trapped in my tiny life.

and one of my friends is really arrogant, and its drivin me nuts.

thats pretty much the list.

proxima1 May 14 2004, 05:52:51 UTC

As I said to some of the others, I really wish I could help more. :( *hugs*