i miss you more then you will ever know.

10 weeks since my last entry and all i have to show is how much more i have decayed and rotted ( Read more... )

i got fucked on moving to salem with rhys and dani, but im aiming to train it up there this weekend. everything out here fucking sucks and all of my friends have moved away. i no longer have ANYONE to hit up that doesnt live far away or have a job/school. this shit totally fucking sucks. within one month all of my friends moved and everything just ( Read more... )

well...the time has come for me to move. i will be leaving on either friday or saturday. i still have quite mixed feelings to be honest. as the days etch closer i find that i am starting to miss everyone already, more and more... but i continue to search for the strength inside myself that will let me just "let go" and take control of my future ( Read more... )

...And here i am, once again retreating to livejournal to stack my petty emotions amongst everyone else's ( Read more... )

is shit ( Read more... )

im not happy ( Read more... )

so i guess its been some time since i hit up the ol LJ.i was reading some of my old blogs and i seriously cant believe you guys put up with some of the shit i bitch about.but shit has changed a bit since my last entry...like ( Read more... )

livejournal seems to be the place i go when i have alot to say and no one to tell it too ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to say anymore.it seems everything has lost all meaning in life.its like i wake up and life is just a bunch of fucked up thoughts in my head ( Read more... )