I read once, my darling,

That all great stories are

About sex

Or death.

I don’t remember where I read this.

It can’t have been in one of the books you leave

Carelessly lying around everywhere

Without regard for the fact that I keep

Tripping on them.

It certainly wasn’t spelled out in the

Browned apple-core that’s been on the ( Read more... )

hurt               slipping                      from his mouth

comfort                silver-softly

to my ears, from his

(black eyes on the red eye back)

hand to my lips, cheeks, arms

home.

it hurts, it’s a crack, a slap, a kick like a

tax kick back, the pits.

it scars but at the end of the day

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you pushed, I pulled;

(it’s strange how we stick together

without fitting together,

so easily pulled apart.)

the wine glasses on the table

shake a bit.

in my mind, they

drop and shatter,

spreading purple on the parquet.

you only pushed verbally, thank goodness.

you’re far bigger than me, and stronger,

you could probably push me to the ( Read more... )

the day that you left,

I drank myself to sleep.

if you had been there,

it would have tasted better.

but I still would have done it.

I promise.

it's probably bad that I'm not applying to canadian universities, right?

well, the next leg of this ridiculous journey begins, as I go to fordham on friday afternoon for an interview saturday, and scour the college board website for any available scholarships AT ALL EVER. you can't be a member of the catholic whatever and the muslim whatever at the same time, can you? what about the federation of swedish students who ( Read more... )

 ok so hier, john smellio and I were walking to rent a movie, and we were super cold. 
and so john smellio walked out of his house and began to skip in a bit of a retarded fashion which is hard to describe, until I was like

"um, why are you being a three little maids from school?"

to which john smellio was like UM THAT WAS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING ( Read more... )

well, here are some numbers, with words after them ( Read more... )

well, florida was basically amazingly beast.
and now i have interviews at nyu, fordham and boston.

lalalalalalala!

Things I did in the past little while ( Read more... )