Late night ponderings

[prplgrl]

When I go to sleep when I'm not really that tired I tend to think, and then I can't stop thinking. This is what happend to me last night. I called Matt, twice, and then texted him. I ended up waking him up. I completely forgot that he hadn't been feeling well. It never crossed my mind that he could be sleeping. I felt like shit to say the

Comments

*hugs and smoochies for another lil sis* Yeah...I mean you!! lol

[embersparagon]

Being in love sometimes really stresses you out...especially if you aren't sure you're doing things right...especially if you want things to go "just right". Y'know? I know a lot of the times, Matt right now is feeling really lost. If he forgets an "I love you" here or there, don't take it to heart, Megan......the man TRULY has never loved anyone the way he loves you. :) Even if he doesn't say it, he does. And, he'd never treat you like crap....his biggest concern is whether or not he's doing enough for you to keep you happy. :) So, rest easy knowing that. :) And Tim and I love you as well - if for nothing else for making someone so incredibly important to us so undeniably happy. :) Thank you. ;)

[prozac_kid]

I am sorry I have been so distant lately. I have issues I am dealing with that I don't tell you about not because I don't love you, but because I don't want you to worry. I am having serious self esteem issues right now mainly because I am not working and that bothers me. I have never been a free loader and that is what it feels like I am doing. I love you more than words could ever express. You make me feel things that I have never felt for another human being and, quite frankly, that scares me. I keep having doubts about whether I am doing enough for you. I don't feel like I do, and that is something that will probably never go away. I just want you to know that I love you with every fiber of my being, and that everything I am and that I have is yours.

*hugs*

[embersparagon]

Whether you feel like you deserve her or not, Matt, if you keep trying and never give up on treating her the way you know she deserves to be, then nothing more needs to be said. But, if you should stop doing so - not because you're unable to - then we know that something is wrong. Never doubt your worth, never doubt your love, and never doubt that you are doing the best with what is available now. *hugs and smoochies for my lil bro* I'm proud of you. :)