So not much has been going on here. Jennys sick so we really havent done much the past day or so, which kinda sucks cuz Im kinda bored, but its still more interesting than being home and all that jazz. Im thinking of trying to find a language school in Israel and going there for a few months to learn some Hebrew and stuff like that. So yeah. I ( Read more... )

Conclusions I have come to ( Read more... )

So me and Jenny and Luis went out last night to this salsa club, and I wore previously said shoes, which turned out to be a hassle, and at the end of the night I was wishing I was in RVA again so I wouldve felt safe enough to take off shoes and walk barefoot. All in all it was a good night, and I only had like a beer and a half. We played many ( Read more... )

Okay, so things have gotten better. Being away from everything has given me time to think, and escape in a non harmful way, plus I am now the proud owner of five inch black platform heels, with felt flowers on them...so of course that makes life all better ( Read more... )

I check my e-mail over and over. Knowing that theres not going to be a message from him. Just hoping there will be. Yes. Not fun times. But it was kinda funny earlier. Cuz I called him and woke him up and stuff and he kept telling me goodnite, but here the sun was just setting. That amused me. But made me sad as I couldn't talk to him ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure what to do with myself anymore these days. I've just fallen into a pattern of getting wasted and stuff. And I'm not quite sure I like it. It just scares me and reminds me of the old days. I donno, I guess I'm just a bit hungover today and depressed. Wanting to talk to Mike but not wanting to be a nucenssance or however that damn ( Read more... )

So I sit at my parents computer. Watching the picture slide show they have as a screen saver. Waiting for pictures of Mike to come up. I am so bored. Also am waiting for the shower. Damn. Four women using the same bathroom. Insanity! But today I will go home. And ponder what the week will bring ( Read more... )

Sooo...I'm gonna teleport to Israel and kill Mike's cell 'cuz it hates me and keeps giving me the message "your international call cannot be completed as dialed, please check the number and try again" And seeing as I called Jenny just fine today obviously my plan works and stuff soo....GRRRRR. But he called me today, and talked for like 10 minutes ( Read more... )

My eyes won't stop expunging this liquid...make it stop! make it stop! argh. sourbrauten, breakfast of champions. I miss my love.

He's gone....