50 Things [writing]
Title: 50 Things
Focus: YunHo, JunSu
Word Count: 1020
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: sexual implications, angst, allusions to homophobia
Notes: 50 things about the HoSu in my head. All sentences are really meant to stand alone, but some similar themes are joined. It's disjointed and not meant to be read as a prose fic, so keep that in mind.
01. comfort
When JunSu is curled up on the counter, moping, trying to ignore the world around him, it's not JaeJoong's sweet words, ChangMin's prods and pokes, or YooChun's reassuring pats that soothe him -- he only smiles when YunHo leaps in with the hairspray.
02. kiss
He's not quite sappy enough that they need to say it, but when JunSu's lips meet his, YunHo knows that this will be his last first kiss.
03. soft
There are times when JunSu is content to be curled up against YunHo's body, fingers trailing lightly over the soft skin at his hips, but there are also times when JunSu gets more aggressive, and it's YunHo panting beneath him.
04. pain
The thing that hurts most is that JunSu couldn't even say it in person.
05. potatoes
They take turns treating each other to dinners at fancy restaurants when travelling, but JunSu always orders from a fast food restaurant, because he knows how much YunHo loves french fries.
06. rain
When it's thundering outside, YunHo curls up on the far right side of his bed; the left is reserved for JunSu.
07. chocolate
Chocolate syrup bodyshots are much more fun when you're drunk...and preferably horny.
08. happiness
He knows it can't last, but his happiest moments are curled up in bed against YunHo with nothing between them.
09. telephone
JunSu knows that when the phone rings at 8:05, it means YunHo's missed his bus.
10. ears
There is nothing quite like laying down, cheek pressed against YunHo's chest, listening to his heartbeat.
11. name
No one really knows U Know Yunho quite like JunSu does.
12. sensual
After JunSu wakes up in the hospital, the first thing he can feel is YunHo's hand tight around his, even though the other man is half curled up in the chair sleeping.
13. death
At least he knew there would be a shoulder to cry on when the time came.
14. sex
The first time, YunHo is slapped across the cheek for joking that JunSu's ass would make a nice cushion.
15. touch
The first thing YunHo wakes up after a nightmare is always JunSu's arm around his shoulders, his fingers through his hair, and suddenly it's not so important anymore.
16. weakness
When YunHo stays at the studio too long, practicing, everyone suspects that something must be wrong; when they look to JunSu, quiet at the dinner table, they know something must be wrong.
17. tears
YunHo asks if JunSu would cry at his funeral, but he doesn't have to wait because the tears spill right then and there.
18. speed
He's always afraid that if he doesn't run fast enough, he'll never catch up, but it's not because of a sense of inferiority, it's only because he wants to be closer to YunHo.
19. wind
Wind makes JunSu's hair floof up, but YunHo reminds him nothing could be worse than his The Way U Are hair.
20. freedom
JunSu is the first to go, and even though he's finally free of SM, his heart's breaking because he's not so sure it's worth it to leave everything...or everyone behind.
21. life
Music is their life, but it's not the only thing they have in common.
22. jealousy
It's difficult not to be jealous when JunSu reads a canon JaeHo fic.
23. hands
It always surprises him to see that YunHo's hands are so small and slender, but when it moves to cover his, he thinks it's perfect.
24. taste
It's bitter, not sweet, and as JunSu gags on it YunHo reminds him that he tried to warn him.
25. devotion
YunHo doesn't promise him forever, but JunSu knows he'll do his best to get as close as possible.
26. forever
And even if they don't make it past tomorrow, he'll have memories to last an eternity.
27. blood
Gory movies make JunSu queasy, but there's always YunHo's shoulder to hide behind if he needs it.
28. sickness
The worst fights occur only when YunHo refuses to go to the hospital.
29. melody
So maybe her name is prettier than his, but does she have an ass like his?
30. star
Sometimes it's nice to forget they're adults now and wishing on the brightest star doesn't mean your wish will come true.
31. home
After a tiring day of work, flopping into bed isn't enough, and he needs JunSu's arms around him before he can relax.
32. confusion
He liked it, but he wasn't supposed to, but he did it, so where did that leave them?
33. fear
There's only one thing in the world JunSu is afraid of.
34. lightning/thunder
YunHo doesn't mind sharing the blankets when it comes.
35. bonds
There are some bonds nothing can break, and JunSu hopes this is one of them.
36. market
The first time they go grocery shopping together, YunHo wants to take home a live crab as a pet; JunSu laughs and drags him off for fish, instead.
37. technology
Cell phones are a wonderful thing, JunSu thinks, especially with bandmates who like to get lost.
38. gift
For Christmas, YunHo gets a pet crab.
39. smile
JunSu resists the urge to pout as he watches them shoot for the Dangerous Love banjun, especially when he sees YunHo smiling so sweetly to JaeJoong.
40. innocence
JunSu is only innocent until the silk ties are revealed.
41. completion
It only happens rarely, but when they come together, JunSu thinks everything in the universe is as it should be.
42. clouds
YunHo likes to lay on the grass and daydream, so JunSu goes with him out to the park often.
43. sky
They're both silent as they watch the sky, neither ever having much to say.
44. heaven
But one day JunSu voices his fears, fears about Heaven.
45. hell
YunHo reassures him that God loves everyone, and they're not damned for being who they are.
46. sun
As the clouds cover the sun, JunSu smiles and scoots a little closer to YunHo.
47. moon
It's nicer to watch the clouds than to watch the stars.
48. waves
They move in puffs, sometimes, but also waves, and weave into his imagination easier than the constellations can.
49. hair
Just like YunHo's fingers weave into his hair at night.
50. supernova
Just because what they have is private doesn't make it any less spectacular.
Focus: YunHo, JunSu
Word Count: 1020
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: sexual implications, angst, allusions to homophobia
Notes: 50 things about the HoSu in my head. All sentences are really meant to stand alone, but some similar themes are joined. It's disjointed and not meant to be read as a prose fic, so keep that in mind.
01. comfort
When JunSu is curled up on the counter, moping, trying to ignore the world around him, it's not JaeJoong's sweet words, ChangMin's prods and pokes, or YooChun's reassuring pats that soothe him -- he only smiles when YunHo leaps in with the hairspray.
02. kiss
He's not quite sappy enough that they need to say it, but when JunSu's lips meet his, YunHo knows that this will be his last first kiss.
03. soft
There are times when JunSu is content to be curled up against YunHo's body, fingers trailing lightly over the soft skin at his hips, but there are also times when JunSu gets more aggressive, and it's YunHo panting beneath him.
04. pain
The thing that hurts most is that JunSu couldn't even say it in person.
05. potatoes
They take turns treating each other to dinners at fancy restaurants when travelling, but JunSu always orders from a fast food restaurant, because he knows how much YunHo loves french fries.
06. rain
When it's thundering outside, YunHo curls up on the far right side of his bed; the left is reserved for JunSu.
07. chocolate
Chocolate syrup bodyshots are much more fun when you're drunk...and preferably horny.
08. happiness
He knows it can't last, but his happiest moments are curled up in bed against YunHo with nothing between them.
09. telephone
JunSu knows that when the phone rings at 8:05, it means YunHo's missed his bus.
10. ears
There is nothing quite like laying down, cheek pressed against YunHo's chest, listening to his heartbeat.
11. name
No one really knows U Know Yunho quite like JunSu does.
12. sensual
After JunSu wakes up in the hospital, the first thing he can feel is YunHo's hand tight around his, even though the other man is half curled up in the chair sleeping.
13. death
At least he knew there would be a shoulder to cry on when the time came.
14. sex
The first time, YunHo is slapped across the cheek for joking that JunSu's ass would make a nice cushion.
15. touch
The first thing YunHo wakes up after a nightmare is always JunSu's arm around his shoulders, his fingers through his hair, and suddenly it's not so important anymore.
16. weakness
When YunHo stays at the studio too long, practicing, everyone suspects that something must be wrong; when they look to JunSu, quiet at the dinner table, they know something must be wrong.
17. tears
YunHo asks if JunSu would cry at his funeral, but he doesn't have to wait because the tears spill right then and there.
18. speed
He's always afraid that if he doesn't run fast enough, he'll never catch up, but it's not because of a sense of inferiority, it's only because he wants to be closer to YunHo.
19. wind
Wind makes JunSu's hair floof up, but YunHo reminds him nothing could be worse than his The Way U Are hair.
20. freedom
JunSu is the first to go, and even though he's finally free of SM, his heart's breaking because he's not so sure it's worth it to leave everything...or everyone behind.
21. life
Music is their life, but it's not the only thing they have in common.
22. jealousy
It's difficult not to be jealous when JunSu reads a canon JaeHo fic.
23. hands
It always surprises him to see that YunHo's hands are so small and slender, but when it moves to cover his, he thinks it's perfect.
24. taste
It's bitter, not sweet, and as JunSu gags on it YunHo reminds him that he tried to warn him.
25. devotion
YunHo doesn't promise him forever, but JunSu knows he'll do his best to get as close as possible.
26. forever
And even if they don't make it past tomorrow, he'll have memories to last an eternity.
27. blood
Gory movies make JunSu queasy, but there's always YunHo's shoulder to hide behind if he needs it.
28. sickness
The worst fights occur only when YunHo refuses to go to the hospital.
29. melody
So maybe her name is prettier than his, but does she have an ass like his?
30. star
Sometimes it's nice to forget they're adults now and wishing on the brightest star doesn't mean your wish will come true.
31. home
After a tiring day of work, flopping into bed isn't enough, and he needs JunSu's arms around him before he can relax.
32. confusion
He liked it, but he wasn't supposed to, but he did it, so where did that leave them?
33. fear
There's only one thing in the world JunSu is afraid of.
34. lightning/thunder
YunHo doesn't mind sharing the blankets when it comes.
35. bonds
There are some bonds nothing can break, and JunSu hopes this is one of them.
36. market
The first time they go grocery shopping together, YunHo wants to take home a live crab as a pet; JunSu laughs and drags him off for fish, instead.
37. technology
Cell phones are a wonderful thing, JunSu thinks, especially with bandmates who like to get lost.
38. gift
For Christmas, YunHo gets a pet crab.
39. smile
JunSu resists the urge to pout as he watches them shoot for the Dangerous Love banjun, especially when he sees YunHo smiling so sweetly to JaeJoong.
40. innocence
JunSu is only innocent until the silk ties are revealed.
41. completion
It only happens rarely, but when they come together, JunSu thinks everything in the universe is as it should be.
42. clouds
YunHo likes to lay on the grass and daydream, so JunSu goes with him out to the park often.
43. sky
They're both silent as they watch the sky, neither ever having much to say.
44. heaven
But one day JunSu voices his fears, fears about Heaven.
45. hell
YunHo reassures him that God loves everyone, and they're not damned for being who they are.
46. sun
As the clouds cover the sun, JunSu smiles and scoots a little closer to YunHo.
47. moon
It's nicer to watch the clouds than to watch the stars.
48. waves
They move in puffs, sometimes, but also waves, and weave into his imagination easier than the constellations can.
49. hair
Just like YunHo's fingers weave into his hair at night.
50. supernova
Just because what they have is private doesn't make it any less spectacular.