Anyway. I have decided that I HATE working retail and will never ever do it again. I'm hoping to find a better job after the holiday, but we all know how job searches go for me. My boss Windie called last night. . . I'm not sure if it's a good thing, but I'm pretty sure she just wants to yell at me b/c I didn't do something that in all reality, I ( Read more... )

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So yeah. Thanksgiving wasn't anywhere near as bad as it could have been. My parents came out and Ben, Megan, and I put on a pretty good show. We made WAY to much food, but that was prolly the only thing wrong ( Read more... )

Specially if you go and check out Brian's. . .

SO. . . Thanksgiving is comming up soon, and that makes me quite happy. My family is making the long trip out here!! Yippie! No driving across the state for Tori ( Read more... )

A plethra (sp?) of feelings have been going through me latly. Mostly I've been upset or tired, and it's hard to tell where one stops and the other begins. I've begun to realize that maybe, just maybe, Dave will hate me forever. I find that hard to believe though. I want to believe that he's mad because I hurt him, but I'm not sure. It's hard to ( Read more... )

So.... Yesterday sucked a whole lot. I suppose it was my fault, I was the one who contacted him. I just thought that he and I would be semi-cool with each other, even after all the bullshit, but, yet again, I was wrong. He has a new GF, which is what I wanted him to do, but deep down, it stung to hear that after only a little while, she is better ( Read more... )

The people at school suck. Work sucks. The Transit Athority sucks. Being injured sucks. Getting home from work at 2 am sucks. Being poor sucks. Standing alone downtown almost every night sucks. Paying rent sucks. Mostly, today, everything sucks. BUT, the movie The Crow doesn't suck. And uhh. . . Qes doesn't suck. In fact, I swear, he's the only ( Read more... )

So yeah. . . I'm not too happy about this ( Read more... )

I'm still very sad. I'm not even sure if Dave will talk to me. I should try, but I'm afraid he won't. I dunno. I feel really bad, but I can't take it back, and he needs to find someone else. . . someone who would treat him better. . . and maybe someone he loves better. I know he doesn't understand. . . or doesn't want to. Je ne sais pas ( Read more... )