It takes so much energy to react.

[prude]

My eyes are so tired this morning, and my bed was so warm and cozy. Tomorrow I dont have to wake up TOO early though so I can snooze a bit longer, which means I can stay up a bit later tonight! woo! tybalt was being so snuggly this morning! I felt bad having to get up, I seriously contemplated using him as my excuse for missing the exam I would

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sorry for all the weird typing this computer is messed up

[prude]

first i responded and then i stopped and reread what i had written> it sounds like i am obsessing about alcohol< i didnt mean to make it sound that way> i was trying to focus more on the statement and use alcohol as one example but i meant the statement in a much broader sense than just alcohol> sorry>>>
in response to your comment though:
maybe i do worry too much about alcohol but seeing as how you yourself felt the same way i would think you could show a little more compassion toward me than you seem to in regards to the subject> i dont think that it is corrupting and i do intend to drink someday> but its a bit more complicated than just not wanting to> there is just some stuff i have been thinking about and anyway this post was really more for my sake and bradys>>>> i have so much i want to say but forget it>>

BOOZE!!!

[alightinside]

alcohol tastes like shit, makes people cry or act stupid, and makes people fat. all i can see are cons. i know it's not a huge massive deal for you, but it shouldn't be your first example of what could change your relationships. it's a beverage. if you don't want to, don't, because it seems like more of a threat to you than the possiblity of a good time (which i understand). honestly, i drank one mike's at a dinner at a friend's house recently for the first time since my puke fest in junior year, and it did nothing for me. if you're not drinking to get drunk, you might as well drink a frappuchino (heehee got yer job in there), and the stupidest reason to drink is to get drunk. i understand the allure of it, but you're a fun girl...some people need alcohol to be interesting. you don't.

Re: sorry for all the weird typing this computer is messed up

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i didn't think i was being not compassionate. I didn't say anything mean but whatever. Sorry- i thought your entries were to everybody. I'll stay out of it.

Sorry again.

[eeca23]

if you do decide to drink, do it with just you and brady or with people that you trust and it might make you feel more comfortable with it...you could also think of it this way: if you do try it then you will really know what could/would happen. know what i mean?? if you are totally against it and it's something you really believe in, dont do it cuz you might regret it. anyway..that's my little piece of advice for ya. it's not the best, i know, but i tried. :) i hope every thing works out for you!

[prude]

To everyone. I appreciate your suggestions/thoughts on the subject. I dont plan on drinking any time soon. and when I do I don't plan on making a drunkin ass of myself. I'm not stressing about it, Brady knows exactly my reasons for not drinking at this time in my life and is fine with that. and I am fine with her drinking and she knows that. It is an interesting situation for me because I don't know anyone who has never drank.. so I do feel left out someetimes, but I know this ismy own doing and I respect the fact that people do drink. My intent was really not to make that the focus of this post.