and I know that you hope for longer goodbyes embracing for forever
so many adventures couldn't happen today
so many songs we forgot to play
so many dreams swinging out of the blue
left to come true
forever young. I want to be forever young.
and I can't even dance'>
the story so far:
So I thought I should give an update on my boring life before schoolio starts again.sux.i don’t want to go back.because I just don’t like it.it bores me and there is wehhh too much work for me to cope with.
Halfterm was good however, I enjoy my holidays but theyre too fucking short.
Let me quickly review on what happened since new year,if my memory can expand that much…
New years was fantabulous where I spent it with my family and an extra 70 other families, a dj, my cool American uncle and two fireworks in our new house. It was pretty awesome actually, something different.
I decided that my school blues arrived because of the crapness that January brings. Its just that month which depresses a lot of people I have noticed, but there isn’t anything to be excited about and allows people to realise that this year and probably the next few years are going to suck because of the work load and maturity. I don’t quite know what I want to do with my life yet and I don’t want to make any decisions about it. IM NOT OLD ENOUGH YET!
And that is where I came across the song, forever young and its very truesome lyrics.
let's dance in style
let's dance for a while
heaven can wait we're only watching the sky
hoping for the best but expecting the worst
let us die young or let us live forever
forever young featured in the oc. Fucking ace.
Which then brings me to my next point: the oc. Oh what a marvellous place to disappear to, for 41 minutes of my time. It’s a fucking legend and makes me extremely happy.
Well back to the January blues.hmm well they didn’t improve but i wont dwellon them any longer caus it makes me sound like a depressed muck-WHICH IM NOT I just don’t like the realisations of growing up which is what January seems to have made me done.
I wish the summer would hurry the fuck up, or just give us some sun so I can be a child again. I cant fucking wait. I’ve had some summer feelings and it just makes me happy for what the sun could bring us.
However, I didn’t let the thoughts of adulthood destroy my good times, there were quite a few infact….of which I don’t quite remember, well I was extremely ill a few weeks ago. On a particular Wednesday night when I was planning to watch ‘the perfect penis’ i, well, threw up the contents of my stomach and this continued into the morning but being the hardcore peanut that I am I battled it in to school to stay for an hour. then I ran home and watched more oc. Yes. That Friday however, I battled it out to subway which was well excellent. Moi, jess et amy made our way to marysia where we drank a lot of polish vodka and took many a photo, then made our way to subway where I was the only one that got in without being idied. HAH.thats the funniest thing ive heard in a long time,seeing as im the most child-looking out of them all.well it just felt good and so was the rest of the night except the morning.fucking rough. But we came back to eat toast, where I was then reminded of my vomit antics.
Toast, like cardboard but eatable.
I love toast, especially when its made right.
the crew.
moi et my lovers
(the rest are on coolascucumber)
HAHA. i have no reason to show this.sanaa.my lover.
Any hoo, oh yes I forgot I had a party, went well methinks, however mother et father found out about the content of people and alcohol the next day. Good job manno on the tidying up.im such a dick some times.i left two blackbags full of alcohol in the garage.DICK.however they weren’t too bad once I sorted it all out. My parents are ultra-cool
I have started on my driving lessons and have stalled approximately 23 times which shows how crap I am. I also said ‘crotch’ instead of ‘clutch’.please kill me now.apart from that,its quite pleasant, I cant wait till I can actually drive and escape to anywhere I want.mexico here I come.
I moved house by the way, if I ever forgot to mention it. Quite a big change in my life, however im starting to like it. There are some things ill miss ill admit but Edgbaston, its not that bad at all.its actually quite convenient to well everything. My room is walkable as well , though mother thought it was funny to paint my walls grey so now im stuck with this colour scheme and seeing as I lack artistic skills, im pretty much screwed.help, anyone?
I cant quite remember anything until this halfterm, though a lot more happened then I can remember.
Friday, went to watch brokeback mountain with bassman and jess man. THIRD WHEEL ALERT. However being third party wants that bad.
The film was quite good, as in a lot of gay sex.interesting. Saturday was charlies, hmm even more interesting. i wont dwell on that either.
now my mind goes blank because I do not remember anything that occurred the next few days.
Oh yeah there was Valentines Day, another day to realise, yet again theres no loving.pretty depressing day but it wasn’t that bad. I got one form my sister-that still counts as something.
Wednesday, visited the pritt of stick and spoilt hers and ellies quernetino night, seeing as we didn’t actually watched any movies and were located in the bathroom for most of the night. Being the coolutuns that us happy twats are, we decided to wax jess’ arms and because im just super ultra cool, I waxed my name, manny on my arm-yes I did, and it worked out quite well. (pictures of this evidence coming very soon)
Im just a tad worried on how it will grow back.
My sister came back on Thursday which was delightful because I do miss her so when shes gone and spent thrusday et Friday et Saturday with the family.went to starcity which was marvellous. Went to Solihull-my home-town and Birmingham the new place to be and then wait for it, I, along with jess, ellie, Kelly and ali went to see ORSON and they were AWESOME. Yes, yes they were. If you have not heard ‘no tommorrow’ theni do recommend you do very soon.fucking tune.
awesome.
Jess asked for a drumstick from the supporting band which he gave us and then being the kind soul-she gave it to me. We walked straight to the front and made our place on the railings to get an extremely good view. And it was just a very gud gig. Jack Johnson soon!woop!
this is my beautiful blue guitar.
Im also going to copy elle,in making myself songs of the month list, and then ill make a cd at the end of it to hear all the songs that remind of times during 2006.
Im choosing two because its far too hard to decide on one.
For January: ‘Blue Light’ (bloc party) and ‘Just A Day’ (feeder)
For February: ‘New Hampshire’ (matt pond pa) and ‘No Tomorrow’ (orson)
i joke with you of course.ive hadthis picture for a long time. i thought it was amusing.
And well that brings me update to now, where im making a new start to school life and at home. Im going to be organised I tell you, and am stopping chocolate eating because I will inflate one of these days if I don’t stop.
...and:
you should try it.
Some fucker has changed my live journal presentation so it looks like vomit. And it really does make me sick everytime I look at it. Ill change it one day when I can be arsed .
I know who your are.watch your back bitch.
well thats me for some time.
p.s.
dont be sad.the sun's on its way.
xxx goodnight xxx
so many songs we forgot to play
so many dreams swinging out of the blue
left to come true
forever young. I want to be forever young.
and I can't even dance'>
the story so far:
So I thought I should give an update on my boring life before schoolio starts again.sux.i don’t want to go back.because I just don’t like it.it bores me and there is wehhh too much work for me to cope with.
Halfterm was good however, I enjoy my holidays but theyre too fucking short.
Let me quickly review on what happened since new year,if my memory can expand that much…
New years was fantabulous where I spent it with my family and an extra 70 other families, a dj, my cool American uncle and two fireworks in our new house. It was pretty awesome actually, something different.
I decided that my school blues arrived because of the crapness that January brings. Its just that month which depresses a lot of people I have noticed, but there isn’t anything to be excited about and allows people to realise that this year and probably the next few years are going to suck because of the work load and maturity. I don’t quite know what I want to do with my life yet and I don’t want to make any decisions about it. IM NOT OLD ENOUGH YET!
And that is where I came across the song, forever young and its very truesome lyrics.
let's dance in style
let's dance for a while
heaven can wait we're only watching the sky
hoping for the best but expecting the worst
let us die young or let us live forever
forever young featured in the oc. Fucking ace.
Which then brings me to my next point: the oc. Oh what a marvellous place to disappear to, for 41 minutes of my time. It’s a fucking legend and makes me extremely happy.
Well back to the January blues.hmm well they didn’t improve but i wont dwellon them any longer caus it makes me sound like a depressed muck-WHICH IM NOT I just don’t like the realisations of growing up which is what January seems to have made me done.
I wish the summer would hurry the fuck up, or just give us some sun so I can be a child again. I cant fucking wait. I’ve had some summer feelings and it just makes me happy for what the sun could bring us.
However, I didn’t let the thoughts of adulthood destroy my good times, there were quite a few infact….of which I don’t quite remember, well I was extremely ill a few weeks ago. On a particular Wednesday night when I was planning to watch ‘the perfect penis’ i, well, threw up the contents of my stomach and this continued into the morning but being the hardcore peanut that I am I battled it in to school to stay for an hour. then I ran home and watched more oc. Yes. That Friday however, I battled it out to subway which was well excellent. Moi, jess et amy made our way to marysia where we drank a lot of polish vodka and took many a photo, then made our way to subway where I was the only one that got in without being idied. HAH.thats the funniest thing ive heard in a long time,seeing as im the most child-looking out of them all.well it just felt good and so was the rest of the night except the morning.fucking rough. But we came back to eat toast, where I was then reminded of my vomit antics.
Toast, like cardboard but eatable.
I love toast, especially when its made right.
the crew.
moi et my lovers
(the rest are on coolascucumber)
HAHA. i have no reason to show this.sanaa.my lover.
Any hoo, oh yes I forgot I had a party, went well methinks, however mother et father found out about the content of people and alcohol the next day. Good job manno on the tidying up.im such a dick some times.i left two blackbags full of alcohol in the garage.DICK.however they weren’t too bad once I sorted it all out. My parents are ultra-cool
I have started on my driving lessons and have stalled approximately 23 times which shows how crap I am. I also said ‘crotch’ instead of ‘clutch’.please kill me now.apart from that,its quite pleasant, I cant wait till I can actually drive and escape to anywhere I want.mexico here I come.
I moved house by the way, if I ever forgot to mention it. Quite a big change in my life, however im starting to like it. There are some things ill miss ill admit but Edgbaston, its not that bad at all.its actually quite convenient to well everything. My room is walkable as well , though mother thought it was funny to paint my walls grey so now im stuck with this colour scheme and seeing as I lack artistic skills, im pretty much screwed.help, anyone?
I cant quite remember anything until this halfterm, though a lot more happened then I can remember.
Friday, went to watch brokeback mountain with bassman and jess man. THIRD WHEEL ALERT. However being third party wants that bad.
The film was quite good, as in a lot of gay sex.interesting. Saturday was charlies, hmm even more interesting. i wont dwell on that either.
now my mind goes blank because I do not remember anything that occurred the next few days.
Oh yeah there was Valentines Day, another day to realise, yet again theres no loving.pretty depressing day but it wasn’t that bad. I got one form my sister-that still counts as something.
Wednesday, visited the pritt of stick and spoilt hers and ellies quernetino night, seeing as we didn’t actually watched any movies and were located in the bathroom for most of the night. Being the coolutuns that us happy twats are, we decided to wax jess’ arms and because im just super ultra cool, I waxed my name, manny on my arm-yes I did, and it worked out quite well. (pictures of this evidence coming very soon)
Im just a tad worried on how it will grow back.
My sister came back on Thursday which was delightful because I do miss her so when shes gone and spent thrusday et Friday et Saturday with the family.went to starcity which was marvellous. Went to Solihull-my home-town and Birmingham the new place to be and then wait for it, I, along with jess, ellie, Kelly and ali went to see ORSON and they were AWESOME. Yes, yes they were. If you have not heard ‘no tommorrow’ theni do recommend you do very soon.fucking tune.
awesome.
Jess asked for a drumstick from the supporting band which he gave us and then being the kind soul-she gave it to me. We walked straight to the front and made our place on the railings to get an extremely good view. And it was just a very gud gig. Jack Johnson soon!woop!
this is my beautiful blue guitar.
Im also going to copy elle,in making myself songs of the month list, and then ill make a cd at the end of it to hear all the songs that remind of times during 2006.
Im choosing two because its far too hard to decide on one.
For January: ‘Blue Light’ (bloc party) and ‘Just A Day’ (feeder)
For February: ‘New Hampshire’ (matt pond pa) and ‘No Tomorrow’ (orson)
i joke with you of course.ive hadthis picture for a long time. i thought it was amusing.
And well that brings me update to now, where im making a new start to school life and at home. Im going to be organised I tell you, and am stopping chocolate eating because I will inflate one of these days if I don’t stop.
...and:
you should try it.
Some fucker has changed my live journal presentation so it looks like vomit. And it really does make me sick everytime I look at it. Ill change it one day when I can be arsed .
I know who your are.watch your back bitch.
well thats me for some time.
p.s.
dont be sad.the sun's on its way.
xxx goodnight xxx