It's been a while since I've updated huh? Well not much has really happened. There are only like 27 days til school is out woot!!! I is excited cause warped tour is the 25th *note to self: Get tickets soon* Hopefully this year I won't pass out from heat exhaustion *second note to self: Wear shorts* I'm really super tired 'cause I mowed my ( Read more... )

Yeah i know it's been a very long time since I've posted. I get busy with school and such and just kind of forget. Not much has really happened lately. Spring Break was ok I suppose. Didn't do much besides sit at home and do jack ssquat. But on that friday I stayed with my sister at her house and we went with her and her boyfriend and her ( Read more... )

My week just went from blech to awesome. You see the past few entries were because my friend and i were arguing and so I guess I really just blew it out of proportion but it was a sensitive subject. So anyway I had the feeling that he hated me and I sent him this survey thing that got sent to me and on it there's a question that says "32. SAY ONE ( Read more... )

I'm so sick and tired of being empty and alone and feeling worthless and useless. Why can't this all just go away?!?!?!?!?! Someone please help me...please?!

Ok I don't want to die...I was just upset...not that anyone is going to read this but you know whatever. There's just been alot of crap going on between me and a friend and it's hurt alot and things were said and now I'm doing my best to make it better. Although sometimes that is very hard. But fortunately my friend head_strong took me skating ( Read more... )

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I'm watching "Gone With the Wind" on DVD. I love that movie. Vivien Leigh and Clark Gable play the character's to the teeth. I suppose i've had a fairly good week. Driving has been a whole lot o' fun. I got a new cell phone! My mom got it for me thursday as a surprise, it's a color flip phone with polyphonic ringtones. I have Metallica's " ( Read more... )

So yeah I suppose life's going ok. Can't complain about anything. Kelsey and I talked today about our fantasy orgy. That was a laugh...a very big laugh. I am currently trying to lose weight so that when my prom comes around next may I can get my dress that I love so dearly. It's purdiful. Chase smelled good today...ever felt like you could ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here listening to Metallica play over and over on my cd player. I'm trying to learn "nothing else matters" so I put it on repeat and let it go over and over again until I know it by heart. That and I read the tabs. So yeah I think I've figured out what it is that hurts about amanda and chase going out. Though it sounds completely ( Read more... )

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