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Taking care of business
It's misting like it has been for the past two days and I can already see today is going to be a busy day. My social worker (Yes i still have one. More about that later but it turned out to be for the best ( Read more... ) -
Weird dream
I had a dream that someone cleaned my bedroom for me. I was just like huh? It wasn't stolen from me, someone just kind of cleaned it up for me.
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We need pills to help us sleep
Most of my pills cause dizzyness and I have to eat when I take them yet there supposed to be good for me ( Read more... ) -
In protest
of going to see Zombie world with the VA i'm wearing my harry potter t-shirt and my hp houses necklace. They can just deal with it. lol ( Read more... ) -
Sunday morning coming down
I say this and next year i'll probably break down but I think the hard mourning of my mother is starting to be over.
I might burst into tears once and awhile but this little duck is starting to move on. I'm holding on to a whole lot of memories that are just going to hurt me. -
Somewhat Better
I am doing a little better.
I have internet up and running at my house. Woots!
It's not the best thing around cause it does have a regular cap on it but just regular serfing and stuff like things are fine.
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What sort of life did I really live?
Why did I suddenly become suicidal again? Well i think it started with the Ann Graham Lotz thing ( Read more... ) -
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I came close to nearly killing myself last night.
Something stopped me, Idont know why.
More details to come later.
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I think i'm over the worst part. Don't be sending 911 to my house.
Ill explain more later after church tomorrow.