i'm feeling so alone.
so alone.
i know i'm not. i know there are people willing to listen to me.
but three of them have possible future relationships that they are working on.
two of them have other issues that they need to deal with.
i know my situation is not as important as theirs.
but.
god i wish i was not such a girl.

watching george of the jungle. ( Read more... )

again thinking about life.
this fuckin sucks. and thinking back, this is the best year since.... sixth grade maybe. and it still sucks. why do i have to be such an emotional prick? why do i have to let my feelings get in the way of virtually everything, and never make the right decisions? i know i'm not, but sometimes i just feel so alone, like i'm ( Read more... )

i've been thinking.

why me?
you know, all the drama, the "backstabbing", everything. why couldnt it all happen to someone else? almost everyone but me seems to lead the perfect life, without anything that i'm going thru screwing it up for them. not to brag, but maybe i'm an alright actor cuz i'm acting 24-7-365 anyway. god, i wish i was like nine ( Read more... )

Well, yeah. I really have nothing to write about, but I felt that I couldn't just make a Livejournal and not post anything. So, in any case. I had a very good Thanksgiving. Went to Mendon and saw twenty-seven members of my family, some of whom I did not know previously. Um, ate twelve times my own weight, then came home, and saw Cory, Brendan, ( Read more... )