all happy feelings have been extinguished.
Okay, things not going so well now. Last night was so nice, for a time at least. I played my one game of pool, felt wanted and included by my co-workers (my only friends arounf here it seems), and was sad to leave them. I think they were sad to see me go too. it was a nice feeling. Those sustained me while I toiled all night without sleep
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You know, the problem with art is that everyone is a critic. Just because she is a teacher doesn't mean that she is nessisarily right. I know people who are going through the same thing (but these are film majors... still an artform though, so it counts) and your really have to have "To thine own self be true" stapled to your forehead to survive. Not everyone is going to like what you do. Other people will think its fantastic. And then some will end up like Ed Wood (bless his soul)
The point is, you need to perserveir. If this is what you want to do with your life, then you have to do it. No matter what anyone says.
And you won't have to leave Boston. Massachusetts has more schools then anyone else. No matter where you end up, I am sure you can find a place in Boston to stay.
*hugs* if you need me I am here for you.
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