just trying to see in the dark

[pseudo_nym]

i'm in a weird mood. a kind of restless melancholy. i went through lots of old emails today and there were so many, some from right at the beginning of summer. things have changed so much; my opinions of people, my friendships with people, how i feel about certain things... and it made me realise how influenced i get by some people. i think it's

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[afternoonlottie]

oddly enough, i have just been doing exactly the same thing with my emails...i have ones from january, that are making me laugh at how different things were then..

[boycalledhero]

trust me hun, there is nothing wrong with deep thinking, and you've always got lauren and i no matter what.
xxx

[pseudo_nym]

:) you two are truly remarkable