Someone to Hold
I walked out of the Super Junior dorm and sat down on the cold front steps of the house. It was a summer night and the stars were shining brightly thought the black sky. I put my hands on the platform behind me and leaned on them. I looked up into the sky and all I could see the stars form was the face of Lee Donghae, my secret love.
I could not keep my mind off Donghae, where ever I went whatever I did, all I thought was Donghae, Donghae, Donghae. I loved dance practice more then ever now though. Being able to see him dance and move his body like no one else, ah it was a glorious sight.
I suddenly heard the door behind him open and out came Donghae. He sat down next to me.
“Why are you out her all alone, eh?” Asked Donghae, giving me a warm smile.
“I just like to come out here and think and look at the stars.” I Replied.
Donghae got into the same position I was in, his hand dangerously close to mine. His hand being so close to mine made me blush and I tried to hide my face from his.
“It is nice out here isn’t it?” Said Donghae. I was too focused on our hands about to touch to even process what he said. “Hey, Kibum.” Said Donghae, still no answer. So he decided to poke me on the cheek, this little force ended up tipping me off the ledge of the steps, it was only a little fall so it didn’t feel like much.
Donghae walked over to him and picked him up and carried him back to the steps. Ah, Donghae is so strong, holding me by his chest I could hear his heart beating.
“You silly goose.” Said Donghae, as he lightly dropped me on the step.
What the duck? Yes, duck, get over it. Did he just call me a silly goose? Who the hell calls people silly gooses? Oh well, its way cute.
“Goodnight, Kibummie.” Said Donghae, as he walked back inside. I just sat there with my hand on my cheek. I couldn’t believe it. Donghae kissed me on the cheek. I then heard Shingdong’s voice.
“Kibum are you high or something!” Shouted Shindong.
“Ah-What! Hell no!” I said. Bastard, thinking me, Kim Kibum, being high! Please, I’m a good boy. Ha ha. Any who, I decided I didn’t want the neighbors to start staring too, so I forced myself to get up and go to bed.
The next day went by smoothly, Donghae and I had different schedules, so I didn’t to see him all day. Rawr, that sucked a lot though. He also ended up coming home late that bitch. Ha ha. Just kidding, ok back to the story. I was outside on the back deck; the night was colder then last night so I brought out a blanket with me. I was sitting in one of the chairs on the deck. From the deck you could far off streets full with houses and at the end of your sight you could see a forest outlining the sky.
I heard the door open, it was Donghae. He came out and moved a chair next to me and sat down.
“Ah, it’s cold out here. Can I share the blanket with you, Kibummie?” Asked Donghae. Oh my god. I could feel my cheeks get hot, I was blushing, and badly.
“Y-yeah.” I answered, scooting our chairs as close as they could go then I handed him one end of the blanket.
“Thanks, Kibummie.” Said Donghae, he gave me heart-warming smile. I put my arm on the armrest of the chair. Suddenly I felt something touch, and then grab my hand all together. I blushed even more when I realized it was Donghae’s hand, he was holding my head! I was freaking out. I can’t believe it! Now he’s holding my hand!
Donghae looked over at me; I think he saw me blushing. I began to blush even more, damn all my blushing-ness! He let out a little laugh. He looked at me again, but this time he seemed closer to me. He was moving closer to me, it was like he was moving in slow motion. Then his lips suddenly landed on mine, we were kissing. Holy shoiengfvn (and no that is not a real word). Donghae just kissed me. He moved back and let out another little laugh.
“You don’t have to hide it anymore, I like you too.” Said Donghae. I was baffled. How did you find out so quickly? Was I that obvious?
“H-how did you find out so quickly?” I asked.
“It’s pretty obvious. You blush whenever I talk to you, and you stare at me during dance practice.” He said, he laughed again. Oh yeah…there are mirrors in the dance room…..damn I’m stupid.
“Really? Well…..I like you too.” I finally said it. I confessed to Donghae, even though it was after he found out, I still did it! I then decided I could get up and move towards Donghae and sit on his lap. Donghae was holding me in his arms, and he kissed me on the lips again. After the kiss had ended I put my head on his chest, I could hear his heart beating. Not only could I feel his heart beating, I felt a warm glow coming off his heart. A loving glow. I could feel it, and I loved it. It was like a light in the darkness sort of thing going on, but….I could feel it. And I never wanted to leave this glow. I wanted to stay in his arms forever and never leave this glow. Never, never, never.
Thank you for reading! This is my first super junior fic, so I hope you like it.
I could not keep my mind off Donghae, where ever I went whatever I did, all I thought was Donghae, Donghae, Donghae. I loved dance practice more then ever now though. Being able to see him dance and move his body like no one else, ah it was a glorious sight.
I suddenly heard the door behind him open and out came Donghae. He sat down next to me.
“Why are you out her all alone, eh?” Asked Donghae, giving me a warm smile.
“I just like to come out here and think and look at the stars.” I Replied.
Donghae got into the same position I was in, his hand dangerously close to mine. His hand being so close to mine made me blush and I tried to hide my face from his.
“It is nice out here isn’t it?” Said Donghae. I was too focused on our hands about to touch to even process what he said. “Hey, Kibum.” Said Donghae, still no answer. So he decided to poke me on the cheek, this little force ended up tipping me off the ledge of the steps, it was only a little fall so it didn’t feel like much.
Donghae walked over to him and picked him up and carried him back to the steps. Ah, Donghae is so strong, holding me by his chest I could hear his heart beating.
“You silly goose.” Said Donghae, as he lightly dropped me on the step.
What the duck? Yes, duck, get over it. Did he just call me a silly goose? Who the hell calls people silly gooses? Oh well, its way cute.
“Goodnight, Kibummie.” Said Donghae, as he walked back inside. I just sat there with my hand on my cheek. I couldn’t believe it. Donghae kissed me on the cheek. I then heard Shingdong’s voice.
“Kibum are you high or something!” Shouted Shindong.
“Ah-What! Hell no!” I said. Bastard, thinking me, Kim Kibum, being high! Please, I’m a good boy. Ha ha. Any who, I decided I didn’t want the neighbors to start staring too, so I forced myself to get up and go to bed.
The next day went by smoothly, Donghae and I had different schedules, so I didn’t to see him all day. Rawr, that sucked a lot though. He also ended up coming home late that bitch. Ha ha. Just kidding, ok back to the story. I was outside on the back deck; the night was colder then last night so I brought out a blanket with me. I was sitting in one of the chairs on the deck. From the deck you could far off streets full with houses and at the end of your sight you could see a forest outlining the sky.
I heard the door open, it was Donghae. He came out and moved a chair next to me and sat down.
“Ah, it’s cold out here. Can I share the blanket with you, Kibummie?” Asked Donghae. Oh my god. I could feel my cheeks get hot, I was blushing, and badly.
“Y-yeah.” I answered, scooting our chairs as close as they could go then I handed him one end of the blanket.
“Thanks, Kibummie.” Said Donghae, he gave me heart-warming smile. I put my arm on the armrest of the chair. Suddenly I felt something touch, and then grab my hand all together. I blushed even more when I realized it was Donghae’s hand, he was holding my head! I was freaking out. I can’t believe it! Now he’s holding my hand!
Donghae looked over at me; I think he saw me blushing. I began to blush even more, damn all my blushing-ness! He let out a little laugh. He looked at me again, but this time he seemed closer to me. He was moving closer to me, it was like he was moving in slow motion. Then his lips suddenly landed on mine, we were kissing. Holy shoiengfvn (and no that is not a real word). Donghae just kissed me. He moved back and let out another little laugh.
“You don’t have to hide it anymore, I like you too.” Said Donghae. I was baffled. How did you find out so quickly? Was I that obvious?
“H-how did you find out so quickly?” I asked.
“It’s pretty obvious. You blush whenever I talk to you, and you stare at me during dance practice.” He said, he laughed again. Oh yeah…there are mirrors in the dance room…..damn I’m stupid.
“Really? Well…..I like you too.” I finally said it. I confessed to Donghae, even though it was after he found out, I still did it! I then decided I could get up and move towards Donghae and sit on his lap. Donghae was holding me in his arms, and he kissed me on the lips again. After the kiss had ended I put my head on his chest, I could hear his heart beating. Not only could I feel his heart beating, I felt a warm glow coming off his heart. A loving glow. I could feel it, and I loved it. It was like a light in the darkness sort of thing going on, but….I could feel it. And I never wanted to leave this glow. I wanted to stay in his arms forever and never leave this glow. Never, never, never.
Thank you for reading! This is my first super junior fic, so I hope you like it.