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[psidiamond]

i hid my feelings so much in my last relationship, and i hated it. it was sheer hell. although matt was inconsiderate about our time together. i always got an i love you or a flower he picked. the physical time we spent together was great and we got along then. he never lost any passion or desire for me. but i constantly hid my disappointment and

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[conjunction]

hey i saw your comment in sextips and i just want you to know that you aren't alone. i'm dealing with roughly the same thing and i'm equally as upset.

..friends?

[aguilarh]

Hi, I clicked on your journal from the sextips community. Anyways I was in the same position as you last year. Unlike you, my relationship ended and I wrote everything I felt about it in my journal starting in February of last year. You can read it if you want. I never found the "right" time to talk to my ex about everything and when I did find a time, I didn't know how to word it, yet I was able to word it so perfectly here. So one day I sent her the link to my journal and she read it and understood why I was acting the way I did and why I was so sad all the time. I didn't have to say a word to get my point across about our relationship. You could try that, he might not like what you wrote but I'm sure it would feel better to know that he knows how you feel. Hope it works out for you.

[psidiamond]

friends....thanks you guys, ya'll totally rock. i just want this shit to work out. i'm really scared of losing him.