well...talked to matt today! that was pleasant. he was on his high horse saying he was better than me because he has an inheritance. ok...once again...thats having somtething handed to you. he was talking shit to me about living here pretty much calling me a loser for staying here to be with my family and loved ones. lets not even go into his ( Read more... )

well....got fired from apac...no big deal its my first time ever being fired from any job. *laughs* i got fired for bitching my roommate out on the call floor. its funny because i think she may get fired for doing drugs which is against company policy. i hope they piss test her to find out! :) i told them of her wonderful little past time. i said ( Read more... )

today was wonderful...lazed around and did absoulutely nothing today. i didn't even finish ironing nates clothes. there was only a little left to do before i would've finished. i made dinner for him and we were bored so we went for a drive. we walked around walmart for a while and came home ( Read more... )

its my birthday. its sooo weird being twenty. how weird. good day so far.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.....

well....i'm not sure if i'm going to end my releationship with nathan seeing as how he lied and broke an extremely important promise to me. i told him i would cut candy off if she ever lied about anything and she's my best friend of 16 years. i can't even trust him. FUCK!

i got one thing to say...who has all your shit mothafucka!

have you ever just had a bad feeling that you just can't shake? whenever nathan is around i get this knot in my stomach like something is wrong. i've asked him and says everything is fine. i just don't know what this feeling is. i hate this. i know he's not mad, but for some reason i'm expecting something horrible from him. i don't know why?! ( Read more... )

so....nathan now officially lives with me. his computer is here and he said he wouldn't live with me until his computer came over and when he was ready. so now we offically live together. its so cute when he cleans house and all. he can't stand my apartment to be messy. he takes pride in it because its mine ( Read more... )

guess who's awesome boyfriend took her to see evanescence? thats right mine! we saw evansecence, three days grace, seether and breaking benjamin. it was my first rock show, and i loved it. all the other ones i ever wanted to go to i couldn't get off of work. i paid someone $50 to take my shift just to go. my boyfriend is so awesome. we had so much ( Read more... )

does anyone have any cool ideas to do something special just cause! maybe low budget cause i'm gonna be poor. any ideas?!

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