This song could make me cry, I've never heard it before. The lyrics are very sad and I don't really know what to say, I don't know what your mom did but I hope that one day you'll find a way to live in peace with your mother. Maybe you don't know me very well, but if you want to talk, I'm there for you, sweetie!
Don't worry, dear, I do trust you. Since I was born, my mum hasn't let me be myself. She has planned my life in some way, and I can't see the day when I can finally leave home and start my life again. I have a huge self-esteem problem, and I've thought during all these years that it had something to do with people bullying me in both elementary school and high school, but I recently noticed is all my mother's fault. She wants to have me completely under control. And that's it. That's why I'm so shy, insecure and I can't have so much close friends. I love her and hate her at the same time, and sometimes the hatred is stronger than the good memories, because there has been so little communication between the two of us. She won't let me explain myself, ever. I'm sorry I've been absent for the past months, but I've been busy and quite down, actually. Surprisingly, high school has been great this year, so I can't wait to come back! :) I'm okay, don't worry! But this subject really gets me down when I start to think about it
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Ok, now I understand. I'm shy and insecure too, but I think it's how I am. My parents are introvert too, so I think that's the reason why I am. When I was younger I hated it all the time. People whom I thought they were my friends asked 'why are you so silent?'. It were actually they who had a problem with it. Now, luckily, it's a little bit better, I excepted who I am, although I still haven't a lot of close friends. Actually I'm just hoping that when I graduate and start sort of a 'new life', I will meet new and nice people cause now I don't really meet a lot of nice people. I hope that you will find a way to break free and plan your own life. I'm so longing for the new album too! I can't wait to hear some news!
Oh, I see! My mother isn't introvert at all, on the contrary, she has a miraculous ability to talk to random people and make them feel comfortable. It's funny, I'm completely the opposite! I can make a short silent the most uncomfortable thing ever! It's funny, actually, but I'm starting to come out from my shell, but I'm doing small steps so I don't necessarily fall :) It's a pity you haven't met nice people through the years... I've met awesome people, but now that I'm about to start university, I'm scared to leave them behind and face the reality. You know, people aren't what they seem. But I'll try. And you will too, right? :D
HIM can better start spitting out everything they have planned, I can't wait to start this year... oh, Happy New Year! :D
Well, sometimes I wish I was able to talk to random people without being shy. I'm sure you'll meet new and nice people at university! So this is your last year of high school, right? I'm in the second last year, so when I will have survived this year, I still have another year to go :( But luckily now I can long for some HIM news that keeps me surviving the stupid things of life.
well, A -very late- Happy Newyear to you too ^^. Sorry for my late response but livejournal didn't work a couple of days here.
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I'm so longing for the new album too! I can't wait to hear some news!
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HIM can better start spitting out everything they have planned, I can't wait to start this year... oh, Happy New Year! :D
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I'm sure you'll meet new and nice people at university! So this is your last year of high school, right? I'm in the second last year, so when I will have survived this year, I still have another year to go :( But luckily now I can long for some HIM news that keeps me surviving the stupid things of life.
well, A -very late- Happy Newyear to you too ^^.
Sorry for my late response but livejournal didn't work a couple of days here.
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