a little under four hours a sleep a night averages out to be one cranky john ( Read more... )

seans theory ( Read more... )

she came over dressed in a red hoodie sweater, and jeans ( Read more... )

okay, so it's like twelve o'clock midnight right ( Read more... )

i got to be really really depressed tonight after sean and ben left...i dont know why ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream that wasnt like ordinary. it wasnt scary, and i didnt benefit from it in bettering myself (as what most dreams of mine do ( Read more... )

TODAY

sleep:
5:30 - 10:30

preperation for the day:
10:30 - 10:55

church:
11:00 - 12:30ish

lunch:
1:00-2:00
(ping pong and such activities were done within that time pereiod as well)

Rehearsal:
2:00 - 2:50

Concert:
3:00 - 5:00

dick'n around at church, playin guitar n' shit:
5:00 - 6:00

home
6:07

computer:
6:10 - now(6:45)

tonight??????

i've been hanging out a lot with alysse recently (spawned by events unconsequential to your guys's reletivity), which spawned a sense of being upon me, where i thought only about the WOMEN that i care about...and although i may not mention them all in this, i want all of them to know that i am thinking of them (i'll just give a few for example ( Read more... )

When I finally find someone so precious I feel I’m justified in being just a bit selfish ( Read more... )

the stroke in her head covored the majority of the left side of her brain. this ofcourse paralized the left side of her body, also impairing her speach and ability to move. it was bound to happen the doctors say, but i think she could have survived ( Read more... )