It's been a week since we last spoke ( Read more... )

My friends are such losers, it's true. And the one person I really want to speak to, I'm too scared to. He knows who he is. I really miss him. But it wont work out. I think we were fucked from the start. Too many things have happened to drive us apart...... Whatever. I'm out

Im starting a song, dont know if I'll continue working on it though.Just tell me how you like the few lines I have.

It's been a week since we last spoke
And all this silence drives me mad
Cause everything I felt I needed
Were all things I felt I had
.....
that's it so far.

-Psych~>

I'm sorry to say that me and Jay are over. He's going to move to Virginia this summer and we both decided that it was a lost cause to try and continue a relationship that we know will end. We dont want to fall even more in love with each other to the point of possible suicide. I really do love him, and he loves me, which is why we're breaking up. I ( Read more... )

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Ok, one night I say 'i realy do think i love you', and tell him he doesnt have to respond but he does anyway,, saying 'ok, i do though'. I was sooo overjoyed to get that response. But the next day he's back to "I'm nnot sure I'm ready for a relationship with a guy". Now I do understand this, I do. I used to be really scared to date guys.... I broke ( Read more... )

I finally got to listen to Taking Berlin. This song fukin kicks ass. There are a few things i would change, just things I would reword, but it really good. In instead of saying "Im at the edge of your grass," it would make a bit more sense if you said "Im at the egde of your yard" or somthin like that instead. Just a sugestion. Final thought; at ( Read more... )

L0s3r freak 89 [11:43 PM]: Hey ( Read more... )

I'm so happy. Now that I'm confidant Jay is not going to leave me. I finally got to talk to him when I was unmedicated. He really wants to see me tomorrow. God, this may work out after all :-D. No final thoughts rite now, I left one earlier.

-Psych~>

I've been a downfall form this medication for about 2 hours and it finally wore off. Then I was in a state of mind where every little thing I did in my downfall seems wrong. I saw Jay tonight, and though he might not have been aware of this, I was extremey glad to see him. I didnt speak much,though. Let me explain what a downfall for Psych means; ( Read more... )