I had my first snow day on Tuesday; In other words- BEST DAY EVERY! All that was going through my head was that my ACL was in unbelievable pain once again. I wonder if our parents have wished for anything better… are they satisfied with themselves, what about their lives, their loves… their accomplishments. I want to see myself for another persons ( Read more... )

you`re right. not me, i`m just jelous and jaded.

It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
You've been good to me
Just lately I've been feeling
Like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
And I've heard that music
Echo ( Read more... )

I dreamt of wanting so badly to attend a very significant funeral with my family. I was supposed to meet up with them but I was late, so I decided to take a short cut through this field. I saw a girl about my age and asked her where she was headed, she didn’t respond in full sentences. Mainly mumbles. I knew who she was in the dream but in reality ( Read more... )

She seen trust in all of me, stretched across my shame ( Read more... )

tonight i saw brittany (for those of you who don`t know who she is, Brittany& I have been friends since we were about 7 years old...we played sports together, hung out, WHEELIES, you name it)and i was extatic! I haven`t seen her in two years... I was so happy... she dissipeared... no one knew where she went; she`s back now though and she plays on ( Read more... )

i think and i think i think and i think i think and i think i think and i think i think and i think i think and i think... then my head ahces so badly... i wish and i wish and i wish... then my dreams become horrible... i try and i try and i try; i can`t even find my own reasons

do you even know what i mean this time? ( Read more... )

why do i hate you so fucking much ( Read more... )

Last night i just knew that today was going to be a good day... I could feel it ( Read more... )

i`ve been so explosive latley and i can`t control myself properly with my words or emotions. Last night i made rude remarks towards my friends and screamed at people durring a movie who were simply talking. I was embarrassed but they were really starting to irritate me. I laughed at a few of their jokes but then they just wouldn`t shut up. So i ( Read more... )

i saw this really beaituful sunrise the other day on my way to band. It was overlaps of gray ontop of filtered shades of pink. I loved it until the moment i stepped from my car; Which reeked of ciggerettes. I`m not wasting money on a grad ring or dress. I`m not going to make my parents spend money on novelty items that wont have any importance to ( Read more... )