Today was a cunt of a day. I watched Scarface for the first time and i enjoyed it a lot. I pigged out on some Mcain frozen cake.. and chips. Matt came over and we just hung around; he taught  me different cramatic scales on guitar to enhanse my fingering abilities?

( We get some rules to follow )

So today i went to see Matt for lunch; He wasn`t quiet ready to go yet when i got there so i read a cosmo off to the side. Those books are "for guys who need tips and girls with no confidence" according to JEFF! hahaha... After he finished we went to Georges and got this massive plate of fries. THEY WERE SOOOO good, but the waitress who put them ( Read more... )

( ok, fine... lets go )

You know how it is when you remember this one thing over and over and over again, until it basically becomes a constant reminder of your pseudo libido, and how it fucking ruins everything that is suposed to be pure in your mind? Yeah, good, i thought you would. Because, oh livejournal, you are my ONLY FRIEND! haha, not, queer. lets ( Read more... )

The way that I analyze my thoughts and feelings into words is constantly inaccurate according to my English teacher. Otherwise, all of my other teachers find me brilliant… I’ve come to let it be, I wont argue, you’re always right. I get it… I’ve been back together will Matt for about a year now; not exactly but it will be in early February. Zing, ( Read more... )

Deana and i went SCUBA DIVING today in gym class; we went and got into our bathing suits.. HELLO! can you say ALBINO? So we go and shower before we get in the water then walk over to the group, put on our packs of air, flippers and goggles. We went in the shallow end to get used to things until it was all good. Deana and i laughed a lot so we had ( Read more... )

Just as he hit
The ground
They lowered a tow that
Stuck in his neck to the gills
Fragments of sobriquets
riddle me this
three half eaten corneas
who hit the aureole
Stalk the ground
Stalk the ground
You should have seen
The curse that flew right by you
Page of concrete
Stained walks crutch in hobbled sway
Auto-da-fé
A capillary hint of red
Only this ( Read more... )

fuck... i know you never read these stupid things, and yeah i`m doing it anyway. i know that i made this MASSIVE mistake but i want to try again... maybe i don`t deserve your sympathy and your kindness. maybe that`s all i need... Either way i wish that i could have made better choices; even with the consequences that have made this day horrible i ( Read more... )

In better days I've been known to listen ( Read more... )