Yes, I am still alive....(God is good ( Read more... )

this is the beginning of a private post i made weeks ago..i think it reveals some of what is brewing inside me ( Read more... )

almost 3 weeks and it feels more like 3 years....what a roller coater ride....one minute my dad seems stable and the outlook seems good...and in the next minute, he's leaving this world for the next...my heart can't take much more...he was released from the hospital Friday until he was to have has open heart surgery...last nite I gave him a bath ( Read more... )

brown, thanks for the nudge..i'm long overdue for an lj update ( Read more... )

everything is giving me a monster headache...try this again later...ouch...

today i shadowed med school students at nova southeastern university which is a DO (doctor of osteopathic medicine) program and i was so impressed with the school...with everything there..the best thing was the students i met...everyone was so friendly and welcoming..and genuinely seemed to be happy there...you know when you visit schools and ( Read more... )

Behavior....what drives it ( Read more... )

tonite i'm studying for a comp animal physiology exam i have tomorrow at 12:30...how about 5 chapters of material on respiration, homeostasis, circulation, blah and blah, and then blah and blah....why me? and why right now?? uuuurrrggghhhhh....i'm on the library on the 4th floor in no man's land...and someone just walked by with coffee...ah, that ( Read more... )

Stolen from my buddy Manhattan...

what was originally supposed to be a box with all stuff in it that describes me...instead is "me" (kinda) within the frame of a picture (that normally houses a candid shot of e and i kissing by the water on our wedding day)...at least this is the story for April 2006.


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...and my sis's cancer is back...spreading ..in the bones...in the skull..right there, next to the brain...and i'm in denial because i just can't face that right now...i need her in my life...she is part of my world...she is so much a part of me..from the day i was born, she was there...my earliest memories are of her...i love the rich past we ( Read more... )