Rant from my msn space
I say I seem to be thinking more these holidays about what has happened
It was my last year ot high school. and I graduated. I made it to the very end.
Now there is only my dreams left to achieve. Some including becoming a writer, get the story published and hopefully make it into a game with four points of views from each character. Meaning each character has it's own game and all. Sounds cool I suppose. A friend of mine was discussing animation companies. Mad ass I suppose. I still have to think about it. Two months to finish my story and I am only on Chapter three. Mind you, I miss Zenda's (Simon's)stories the most. In maths, we just talked and he lets me read his story. Now I miss them.
Anyways, back to another purpose why I am here today. to rant more about the kind of people I hate. If you don't wnt to read my rant, shut up and leave or I will shoot you with my gun (joking dw.)
The kind of people I hate also are those who are sad and think 'I got depression' LIGHTEN UP WILL YA?! instead of spending money on counsellors, psychiatrists and all those people why not spend it on something you like? you know, like games called 'gears of war', 'dead rising', 'morrowind', 'sims 2' and all that? Or buy whatever you want. Remember, those people are only doing there job to listen to you and take your money. This is just because of your weak will and your stress. WHO GIVES A DAMN? Everyone has had a stressful day in this world, not just one. This is how everyones life is, and they all deal with it. So should all of you people.
And also, don't you hate it when people CONSTANTLY talk abou you behind your back? I mean "Hello? FIND ANOTHER PERSO TO DAMN ANNOY AND TALK ABOUT YOU STUPID GIRLY GIRLS!" Yes you heard me, unless your deaf from my gun shots from my gun, as you can see. Find something else to do. We decent girls definately do not appreciate it when we are talked about behind our backs. What? you want us to see you complaining like 'oh NO! I broke a nail!' or 'oh NO I am fat!" GET A GRIP ON EFFING REALITY! The whole world does not need to know about your effing problems. and if you are fat, don't go sueing McDonalds you know why? coz it was your fault in the first place for not stopping or cotrolling what you eat from them.
Thank you fo listening to my rant of reality 1
yours sincerely
Aella
Yeah I know I was being a bit harsh, but meh, it was a spur of the moment thing.
THe past two days have been eventful I suppose. I met up with Liam and Simon and today I saw Jess. Meh, not much to say about her since she spoke to her boyrfriend behind my back about the incident, losing my trust. Now I have effing trust issues. I told Liam since i know I could truly trust him. He was also a bit suspicious so I told him. He knew immediately it was my ex who did it. I dunno, there is just something about Liam I can trust.
I want to see if I can see my hunny Shaun in the next few days. I miss him so much coz I was sick and stuff.
I love him so much.