Why can I never be Happy?

[psycho563]

So I come home tonight to find out that my overly dramatic roomate has drilled a hole in my wall because i had not had the time to make one for her so she could move her computer into her room. Now I will admit it was mentioned maybe a week ago and i have been busy and it slipped my mind because it was not made to be a seriouse thing she needed

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[deezirday]

I can't say that I entirely relate as my "roommate" issues revolve around my mother and her psycho-pre-menopausal ways, her boyfriend and his "who ate my cookies?" rants and my brother who surprisingly is one of my very few close friends at this point. BUT the hole in the wall thing... for some reason... I completely understand.

And I'm sorry you feel like you have no attachments here. I feel like sometimes if it weren't for my shoes seemingly almost always being stuck to the ground by my own spit-out gum that I would just float away from this place forever. And no one would even notice, nor would I care much. I keep passing these feelings off to my age. I'm "too young" to understand, they say. That I will figure it out one day. Well frankly, I'm not so sure I want to ever figure it out. I already know that scientifically, one can never find the end to a rainbow...