Broken hearted and numb

[psycho_biotch]

Today I had to watch my daughter leave me with her daddy who gave up all rights. She will be gone for 4 months. I haven't even been away from her more than 1 night at a time. I feel so numb all over, still hear her cries and smelling her smell. I need her so much. My worse fear is that she won't remember me and will hate me when she returns. I took

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[nguinn]

I can't imagine what that's like, even though I try. It sounds insane. I'm starting to wonder if you ever should have agreed to let her go for so long - for your sake more than hers.

She'll definitely remember you. She's probably asking for you right now....