By the way this journal is now friends only. Only my friends on my list are the people i want to read it. so yes.

Amber xxx

Its hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. my tummy hurts. im having my psycho materialistic problems again. Its pretty funny actually.
I want to sleep.
Tomorrow is school. *cries*.
PSYCHO HOSE BEAST! yes. lol.

Amber xxx

I am 54% Goth

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Before I give my second annual State Of Music address, I wanna spew something ( Read more... )

im so scared right now...

i feel like shit tody...i don't kno why butmy stomach hurts as if i am worried about something. And something feels really weird in my mouth. It feels as if my front two teeth are loose or something....errr. And god i miss going to a concert. I wanna see cheerleader on the 4th but i can't. and everything is just bugging me today ( Read more... )

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i hate men. i hate my friends. 2 of them said they loved me for no reason today...is that a sign that i am supposed to love them back? how can i love when i don't even kno how it feels. All i kno is that it hurts. i have given up. i hate love. i hate people. i just want someone who loves me...actually loves me....and ...ya

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