I feel like expressing how i really feel.. and i dont care if anyone reads this.. or cares at all.. but its how im letting everything out
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You are lovedcrayzi_chrysJune 24 2004, 09:21:24 UTC
What am i suppose to do, when no1 is awake.. and i have the urge to do something incredibly stupid, u knw what i mean.. just sit here waiting for some1 to talk to?? when every1 is sleeping, and i just lay here.. nothing there to stop me, except for the small amount of hope i have left in me.
You can call me You should know that Jess, u know im always here for you, even if we havent spoken in days so please, dont do anything stupid, i promise ill listen God you worry me to death sometimes. ~Chrys
i know people have their differences, and i know everyone has their problems, and i jst wanted u to know that i respect what you have said in this entry. whether u know it or not, or whether you'll believe me, i can relate to what you've put into this entry, and im sure there are many others who will read this and relate to it as well. then again, there will be those who wont even giv any of it a second thought and just take it in as bull shit.. and hey, ill be the first to admit ive done that before. but the reason this got to me is cuz i really do understand what u described. all those emotions u try to explain..even tho u dnt see the point cuz u dnt think anyone will truly understand the degree of pain ur in..well i do understand. i know the frustration and confusion and feeling of helplessness. time dsnt heal and you'll always remember..but u move on. i jst want u to know that there r ppl out there who do understand u and do wanna help you. ur friends will always be here for you. no matter what. _Cat_
well when i read this entry, i decided i had to comment on it. then i read the catherines comment, and it basically said everything that i wanted to say, and was probably worded better than i could do. So i second everything the catherine was saying. Everything does suck, boys, parents, nights when u feel totally alone.. even the days that feel the same way. Even live journal doesnt seem to want to agree with me today(i already tried to post comments twice.. and they kept like dieing on me). Suicide.. the thoughts of it.. ppl actually doing it, its scary.. but i think that it is something that has crossed all of our minds in oe way or another. all the pain and the lonliness hurts.. it really does.. but who knows.. maybe we can all help each other feel a little bit better. Im always around.. fell free to call anytime (jss.. or anyone who needs someone to talk to. honest.. i have no life.. so im easy to track down. I love u guys, dont do anything stupid.. i dont know what id do without u all.
Love really does suck, am i right?? pffft.. i hate that when u finally find ur first true love.. the one u wanna be with the rest of ur life.. u get fucked over and left with this tear soaked pillow, covered in mascara and eyeliner thats washed away.. and the worst feeling of lonliness u'll ever have.. it really does suck... its seriously almost as if parts of my heart were ripped out.. i really want them back :( oh well.. maybe sometime..
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You can call me
You should know that Jess, u know im always here for you, even if we havent spoken in days
so please, dont do anything stupid, i promise ill listen
God you worry me to death sometimes.
~Chrys
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i know people have their differences, and i know everyone has their problems, and i jst wanted u to know that i respect what you have said in this entry. whether u know it or not, or whether you'll believe me, i can relate to what you've put into this entry, and im sure there are many others who will read this and relate to it as well. then again, there will be those who wont even giv any of it a second thought and just take it in as bull shit.. and hey, ill be the first to admit ive done that before. but the reason this got to me is cuz i really do understand what u described. all those emotions u try to explain..even tho u dnt see the point cuz u dnt think anyone will truly understand the degree of pain ur in..well i do understand. i know the frustration and confusion and feeling of helplessness. time dsnt heal and you'll always remember..but u move on. i jst want u to know that there r ppl out there who do understand u and do wanna help you. ur friends will always be here for you. no matter what.
_Cat_
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Amen to that.
-Allison
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You're awesome..
NOthing else to say
_allison
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