so feelin a little better. increased my dose, did some yard work, finished some homework, talked to my parents about being overwhelmed with the house and they said that they would get a lawn service-that should help a lot. Found out today that andy's gonna be rollin in $ pretty soon, the company he works for is getting bought out by motorolla and ( Read more... )

just watched the hottest movie Ive seen in a long time--the secretary. wow that was awesome! where is my hot passionate sex?

ya know how they always say you hurt the people you are closest to, well Im feeling the other end of that-all those closest to me are hurting me...i feel so alone, even when im around friends, actually sometimes i feel more alone when im with them...going to have my meds changed around on tues-thats not gonna change the situation but maybe it'll ( Read more... )

not feeling so good about myself...not being who i want to be, better yet not knowing who i want to be...like clay said Ive made a career out of asking people the questions Im afraid to ask myself...I cant wait to move and start all over...does anyone really know me?does anyone care to...man maybe Im just being melodramatic, maybe Im undermedicated ( Read more... )

-breakfast at the new 43rd st deli with sarah, clay and jorge (there's no fucking egg on my egg sandwich, bitch)....mmmm coffee ( Read more... )

ok well the new med isn't working...this sux, I guess I'll have to go up on it or switch back or something...i feel shitty, Im gonna go snuggle with my puppy
ps I made radley a kick ass birthday card

went to the top with clay to meet eric and colin for dinner...met katie and sarah there..ate yummy meatloaf, mashed taters and brocholi and dont forget tucker with orange...kevin met up with us--super cool untill he bailed and went to ians...enjoyed a nice long intamate hug with eric...went to marketstreet to meet clay and jorge--the fucking line ( Read more... )

well fucking francis is on its way, comin right at us. Andy's flippin out cuz he just got settled like 2-3 days ago from charley. He only been able to flush his toilet for 3 days!! If g-ville gets hurricaine force winds my house will be destroyed, fucking pine trees all over the place! Clay's sis already evacuated to PC, Im stayin though and so ( Read more... )

this semester is group and family therapy. Im more knowledgeable about individual tx so this semesters gonna be a little more reading and learning. Unfortunately both my group and family group are substance abuse related. Its weird cause I can relate to these people and I can see myself in their position...I cant quite articulate it but its just ( Read more... )

Watched the RNC protest in New York on CSPAN. Wow there were a lot of upset democrats! Fucking awesome ( Read more... )